okay witty is just full of pessimists now and i can't stand it anymore because my life is actually going somewhere and witty is just holding me back with all its negativity. but if you're not a pessimist, good for you i love you. so i'm going to leave and i'll come back when people on this site decide to grow up and actually become the change they want to see. most people want to have a great life but don't want to do the work to get there, and that's really true for some of you on this site. i had to go through sh it to get where i am now, i have a great life but i'm still struggling with some things i'm sure i'll get past. i know i've said some sh it about Christianity, but i'm in with the Lord now and everything in my life has changed. don't bias this as to some person who is all Godly now, but seriously, if you're having struggles, i suggest you to turn to God and pray to Him like you mean it. i feel like i'm giving a life lesson and that i'm being cliche right now, but what i'm saying is all true. and also what you think, listen, watch or read is what you become so yeah that's another life lesson. i learned to think positive, started listening to more positive songs (explains my detachment from you me at six since their songs are more about hate, but i still kinda like them), started watching positive movies and read more positive books. my one direction obsession stopped, i unfollowed useless people on twitter and started following my own life. twitter was getting to me because it seemed like i was so up to what others were doing and what they were up to, that i forgot to care about my own life. now that i actually follow my own life, i have a great attitude and i participate more. i'm just saying that, you have to do the work to get the life you want, you can't just get it like that. it's not that easy. but if you work and try to get the life you want and you fail, that's not a problem. you learn from your failures. the only failure is to never try.
well, sorry this isn't a goodbye letter, but i think this might help you a bit if you're having struggles and if you're really down on life. i did this instead of a goodbye letter because i see a lot of you guys on witty are depressed. i hope everything goes well with you guys who are struggling, and with you guys who are living the life they've always wanted. i love the people i talked to, you guys were wonderful.
if you still want to reach me you can email me at helen1108@hotmail.com! i'll do my best to check my email everyday if you really need to talk to me, or just need counsel or whatever. or there's also my facebook, but i won't accept you if you're "last name" is "witty" or "tumblr" js okay
remember you are someone's idea of perfect and you should be able to look forward to tomorrow :*
you're magnificent if you read all of that ^
So uh, I'm starting this out really simple before I really
start freaking out so you all
don't hate me for fan girling. Um. I'm going to the Ed
Sheeran Concert, all I need is
the tickets. Yup. Okay. I'm trying to hide my excitement.
When the tickets go on sale
on Friday, I'm going to make sure I'm one of the first
ones to get them. Yup. My life
is beautiful right now. Yup. How many times have I said
'yup'? Ok anyway, OH MY GOD
I'M GOING TO AN ED SHEERAN CONCERT HE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND OMG
I MIGHT FAINT
EVEN BEFORE I GET TO MONTREAL WHAT IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW THE GLORY
OF IT ALL
IS BLINDING ME OH MY FCKING GOD I MIGHT DIE FROM ALL THESE
TEARS OF JOY COMING
OUT OF MY EYES OK I JUST NEED TO CALM DOWN I NEED TO BREATHE
I'M CAN'T STOP
(that took me like 10 tries to type that because I'm shaking
so much from so much happiness)
my bucket
list
LIVE FAST,
HAVE FUN AND BE A BIT MISCHIEVOUS.
© d1saster
Need to vent about this before my
emotions eat me alive:
I just got Up All Night: The Live
Tour and I'm watching it now and I'm about to die because
of all these emotions okay. I might end up in a mental hospital
because of all this crying and my parents don't know what is
going on. UgHHHHH the Up All Night scene is so perfect and
there's so much Nouis in the first concert and ok I need to
stop before this kills me but there is so much beauty.
Louis's solo in Stand Up is complete utter perfection and
then Harry does his twirls on stage and everything is just a big
blur right now. Anyway, okay back to watching the DVD. Don't
be surprised if I make more vents about me watching the DVD
lol