dadadadestinyx3

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for once i don't have to pretend to be happy when i'm with you it just happens . 7.11.11<3
I'm Destiny(:

I am 15 years young and I'm taken by the best

I've been a cheerleader for 8 years, and I'm on the JV team at my high school.

I have the greatest friends ever and I wouldn't trade them for anything. 

I love meeting new people so follow me(:

I love my boyfriend more that anything. He is one person who I know will always be there for me. He's the reason I smile. The reason I don't cut anymore. He's the one I want to be with for the rest of my life.
I love you John♥

Quotes by dadadadestinyx3

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. 
I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack.
What I'm afraid of is
...
Shattering. 

Don't fall into the trap of pretending everything's fine
.........
When you know it isn't

If you can't solve it, it isn't a problem- it's reality. 
And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. 
But once it hits you in the face you'll never forget it. 
It will always be there in your memories, and sometimes...
That's the best way to look at it. 

It's the loneliest feeling in the world- 
To find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. 
To have everyone look at you and say "what's the matter with her?"
I know what it feels like. 
Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. 
Shutters closed, blinds draw, doors locked against you. 
& you aren't sure whether you're walking towards something, or if you're just walking away. 

Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. 
But now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back towards me. 
& I don't know what to do. 
I just know that pain I felt so long ago... 
It's hurting ten times more, and this time. 
I'm not running from it. 

I don't know what I want in life. 
I don't know what I want right now. 
All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside, 
that it's eating me, and one day. 
There won't be any of me left. 

I don't necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable. 

Tired of living
but
To scared of dying. 

I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because
it hurts to much to hold on anymore.  

Maybe one day it will be okay again. 
That's all I want.
I don't care what it takes.
I just want to be okay again.