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Just one she says

One turns to two,

Two turns to three

I mean scars are just scars

But now they hold too much meaning

Her body,

Such a bloody battle field

As words engrave them selves upon her

Until it all disappear and her body is left cold

The peace she finally found

The puzzle put back together as everything goes black

Did you know,

Elephants can actually die from a broken heart?

Ana, Mia and I
Bestfriends stuck like glue.
Ana's said she'll show me all the tricks
I just merely have to skip my
Lunch, dinner and breakfast
Mia said she'd me the ropes to just as far as skinny goes
Ana, Mia and I
Still stuck like glue
Skinnier I was
Their tricks were true
One secret I never did find 
Was that they were killing me alive
One day I looked in the mirror to see
How awful this disorder had made me
My bones, too well defined 
Showed that Ana and Mia had something to hide
But for me it was to late
If you ever meet Mia or Ana don't ever open the gate 
 

Knock Knock

'Whos there?'

'Daisy'

'Daisy who?'

'Daisy me Rollin they hatin'

Don't let her get to you
She'll peel you out of your own skin
Greedy for your blood
Sharp as a knife
She makes the most painful and deepest cuts
Yet they're invisable.
Don't let her get to you.

I find it
That I tend to hate myself more than I hate people
And
that say's a lot.

I just finished this two hour documentary
It's called 'Thin'
It was about people getting treatment for Anorexia
Mainly it showed 4 individuals
I cried through the whole thing
I picked my favorite people
And
The people I didn't like
I can truthfully say
NONE
Of those girls deserve what they are going through
One girl even talked about her doctor calling her a fat child when she was eight.
That fat was all baby fat.
The girl that talked about that
Her name was Alida and she almost died in a suicide attempt because of that.
Another girl, Shelly
She was one of the most inspiring people I've ever seen,
She was in treatment for a few months and never vommited up her food
She was honest and generally likable
She was hospitalized for 5 years before admitting herself
She recovered and then left
She began to loose weight again
And
Hit the bottom but she didn't give up
I know present Shelly who is healthy
The only one out of those four who got everything on track and survived
She is my biggest inspiration

I have a friend named Ana
She's thin pretty and small
She showed me how to get skinnier
But
Before I knew it she let me fall
I had this friend named Ana
She's really such a bxtch
Showing me how to be perfect
She knows all the tricks.
I know this girl named Ana
I let her in to play
But
Before I knew it
She wouldn't go away.
I hate this girl named Ana
She's taking my life away
She wont leave my side
As she slowly lets me die.
I died because of Ana
She was really a awful friend

 If you ever meet Ana don't ever let her in 

Inspired from the short film, My Friend Ana (Anorexia) 

Have you ever just
You know
Woken up with a cat the wasn't yours on your foot
At three in the morning?

Even if you're not my friend anymore
I'm going to pretend you are
Because guess what?
I still give a damn about you.