someone please help
me
last night i text one of my bestfriends for help. because i
relized that i was still in love with him. and she had been in
love with him previously. so i frantically texted her because my
heart couldnt stop fluttering. it was 1:05. i texted her, two
other friends, and 3 guys including the one i was in love
with.
i got response from two of my girlfriends, the one girl i was
texting has had a boyfriend for 9 months and has gotten over this
boy, but the other one hasnt according to what i found out last
night. she told me she'd give me an honst response. and i got
a response of
he kissed me
yesterday.
i
swear i didn't breathe for at least 20 seconds.
my life exploded. because he
promised me he would kiss me before he moves this year.
he's the one in eariler quotes who i danced with and asked
out and hes the one who i was depressed over for that one year.
but in 2nd grade. he was suppose to move. and he promised then he
would kiss me. he brought this promise up again this year when he
found out. i hade been saying weekend after to weekend, let hang
out. but he never could
. and yesterday
i asked him to hangout and
he said he couldnt
and i found out at 2:05 a.m
that he broke his
promise.