dancerbaby13

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Please Read<3 It would mean the world to me if you read this, and if you do i love you.

My life is a mess. I need  someone to just listen to me. For the past two years i've been dealing with depression and anxiety but this is the first year its been severely bad. Its controlling my life. Every night my head screams pop pills or cut. And my anxiety controls me every second of my life.Thats not me and not something i want to do but it wont stop. Im out of school and doing tutoring because i missed a ton of school recovering from tonsillectomy surgery. Im also just really sick all the time. Ive missed tutoring and school alot because i get so sick. Because of that my school counselor called social services on my mom. They are coming tomorrow to investigate, which scares me to death. Im so alone and havent seen any of my friends in two months. I was a competitive dancer but had to quit because im sick and everythings a mess. Ive lost any kind of normalness in my life and it scares me. No one understands and thinks i fake all of this. Thats far from true and im fed up. People make me feel like a failure when all ive ever wanted to do was be good enough but i guess im not. On top of all this, my mom has a brain disease which im scared to death of having one day. Im helpless and want to die and im just so alone and no one understands. I need help</3 Im hoping my witty people can help me out. Thank you for reading this i love you<3 Someone please help me:'(

♥nmf
When your so used to things being so bad that it doesnt hurt anymore and you cant feel anything but a numb feeling inside.And your head screams at you to give up, or give in but you tell yourself to make it just one more day...... Well personally, im getting tired.... Idk how many more times ill be able to make it just one more day .... I wish someone would hear my cries for help......Anyone feel the same?

 



 It's not their's to speculate,

If it's wrong and your hands

are tough but they are where

mine belong in and i'll fight

their doubt and give you faith

with this song for you.

But they can't take what's ours

The stakes are high, the water's

rough,but this love is ours<3

 

Sam, you are what keeps me going everyday, I love you baby.


 

 

You know your messed when your afraid to be alone with yourself..... Being Alone with your thoughts can be a dangerous thing.... Anyone else feel the same?
♥ nmf

"I dont think i was ever trying to kill myself but i knew that if i'd gone too far, i wouldn't care." 
 -Demi Lovato
 
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