You say that
I'm the reason for the drama.
You say that I'm making the "circle go around."
You say that I'm the one telling
everyone's secrets.
You say that I'm the one that's c.h.a.n.g.e.d.
You say that I'm the one who you can't stand.
You say that I'm the one who
refuses to - - >hang out< - -
You say that I'm the one who seeks the drama.
You say that I'm the one in the wrong.
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I'm not the reason for the drama, we all are.
I'm not the reason for the "circle going around,"
we all
are.
I'm not the one telling
everyone's secrets, you are.
I'm not the only one who has changed, everyone does.
I may be the one you can't stand, but right now,
I can't stand
you.
I didn't refuse to hang out, for once, I wasn't allowed.
I'm not the one seeking the drama, you are.
I'm not the only one in the wrong, in some way, we all are.
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And you're "testing my trust" by
telling me a lie and
seeing if I'm going to go tell someone else?
Doesn't that just seem a little wrong to you? It does to me.
I would never do that to you. I shouldn't have to.
And the funny thing is, all i said was a brief
description
of what you said because they asked me.
If someone asks me, I'm not going to l i e to
them when they're my best friend too.
You can't say that I'm the only one who tells our other
friends what someone said if they ask,
because I know you've done it. I've witnessed it.
If this is
what you consider a best friend, so be it,
but it's not what I consider a best friend.
So don't blame me when I gradually start pulling myself
away.
Um, I need advice from you guys on something. I know it's long, but please help?
Well, I have a boyfriend, and his name is Nick. I started dating him March of '09, and we completely around, like June 15th of '10. He hurt me so much and I know that, which is why I stopped talking to him for a while. But, then in December he started talking to me again and apologized for everything he's ever done to me, so I forgave him. Then, he was telling me he wanted to take me back and all this other stuff and i kept telling him no, no, no.. I don't want to date anyone right now, but he kept trying. So I gave him another chance and we hung out twice and all of my feelings came back for him that I originally had, and I felt like that was a sign that I should take him back. Pretty much all of my friends disagree with it and all this other stuff and told me that they didn't want to see me get hurt again and stuff, but i still went ahead and dated him anyway, because i felt like i needed to, for me. but ever since I started dating him, which was on January 12th, I feel like i don't see him as a boyfriend anymore... i feel like my feelings got weaker, while his got stronger. but, we haven't hung out or anything because he hasn't been allowed, but we're hanging out tomorrow and I'm kinda nervous because I'm afraid I'm not gonna get any of my feelings back. and like, in school and stuff, we pass each other in the hall, but we usually don't get a chance to talk or anything, but i don't get butterflies like i used to, and he told me he does get butterflies.. :\ so now i don't know weather to stay with him, break up with him, wait till tomorrow and see how things go.. i just don't know, and i need you guy's (im from pittsburgh and would usually say yinz, so i wasn't sure how to put that. lol.) help, with different opinions... Advice please? :\
Thanks. love you guys.. <3