dawnzybabyy21

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Joined: April 11, 2011
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im here to vent & heLp others in their situations, for some reason im better at givin advice than taking them, but hey arent we alL ?

Quotes by dawnzybabyy21

The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they
stilL want you,
but the circumstances don’t let you have them.

...♥...

wearing those big tees
that make you miss him</3

& after three years, he still manages to make my heart skip a billion beats jas by saying my name. <3 DD
& when i thought that it was all over, when i thought i wasnt gonna feel pain, when i thought i got over it -- it came back with a slap in my face. :(
& i need my bestfriend more than ever, but he's not here - because he's too busy with her - - - - - - ;(

i jas came back from spotting with my friends, & i found out that the GUY i was crushing on is gay. i cant believe that this is happening to me again, i wanna find a guy who actually wants my tools instead of some other man's own. . . .UGH UGH !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=To2HY9i4ePA&feature=feedu

my heart meLted ahhhhh <3 its so f*uckin sexy,

today i dreamt of him last night, my ex fiance;
it's been a long four years since we last talked.

our break up was not emotional because i faked that i was strong & now i think he thinks i never cared but i did. i stilL do. this was the first time i ever dreamt of him, i avoided him, i walked away i cried i hid i was scared but he came to me. he said he's sorry & that until now, when he looks at his girlfriend, when he closes his eyes when he sleeps w/ her at night he thinks that its me, but when he opens them it's not & it kills him, but there's nothing we can do .... for now.

im hurt on the verge of breaking down but i dont, i cant say anything, he goes away again & this time i run back but then my phone rings & i wake up - i'm crying my pillow is wet from my tears; my body is numb, i feel helpless, depressed, dead.

only he can make me feel so alive & so dead at the same time, i miss you ken, i need you once last time just once ; i need you in the real world, i need you to tell me that it will be okay, i need you to hug me and tell me we're at least friends  that you never forgot how we loved. thats all i want if we cant have 'us' back.

<3