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  I'm Dayona.i'm 16 and i love listening music,writing,playing the piano,dancing,and singing.I appreciate more than anything my family,my true friends that are always there for me,and my boyfriend that i love more than anything on this earth.I love God and i love life.i may not always be having the best days ever but i'm thankful for my life and i just....you know, take one day at a time.welcome to my profile :)

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               Betrayed
                                                                  Chapter 4
            Saturday night I stare at myself in the mirror and smile. I’m wearing a strapless red dress with a black, flowery design all around and lace in the back and it comes an inch or two above my knees. I’m wearing plain black stilettos that make me look like I’m actually average height instead of 5”1’. My hair is plain and straight as it always is because that how I like it. And for the first time in my life I actually feel beautiful. I hear a car horn outside and see that it’s Nicole in her red mustang convertible waving. I grab my purse and cell phone and head down stairs.
            “How do I look?” I ask meeting my mom at the bottom of the stairs. She gives me a sad smile, “You look beautiful honey. I’m finally starting to realize your all grown up..”
            “It’s okay mom,” I said giving her a hug, “I gotta go now though.”
            “Okay be back by midnight.” I nod and run out the door. Nicole drives me to her house and we’re there in about 15 minutes.
            Her house is a mansion. My eyes grow as I take it all in. “Come on let’s party!” she says grabbing my arm and we run in the ridiculously huge house. We walk in and my ears start automatically ringing from the loud thumping music. There are people every wear. Some making out and practically undressing themselves, some dry humping each other and dancing, and some drinking beer and just standing around.
            Nicole’s posse runs up to us, “Oh my gosh! Jane you look so hot!” They all gush about my dress and I feel on top of the world at the moment, almost like I’m a completely different person. “Thanks! Let’s dance!” I smile with this sudden boost of confidence. Nicole and her posse follow me onto the dance floor and we start grinding against each other. Never knew I had it in me either to grind because I’ve never really danced much before unless it was in my room. But, the next thing I knew I was grinding on a stranger. I’ve never really danced with a guy before let alone grind on one. But as I pay more attention to his face I recognize he’s Matt from the football team. I had a crush on him freshman year but gave up after he became a jock because I knew I had no chance.
            Out of nowhere he whispers in my ear and grabs my butt, “D*mn why didn’t I realize how sexy you are?” I blush and I notice he slides his hands up my waist and places it on my boobs. I automatically feel uncomfortable and jump away. “Woah,” he said putting his hands up, “I was just trying to have some fun. Come on.” He grabs me again and I pull away, “Don’t..don’t touch me.”
            All of the sudden, Nicole intervenes, “Hey, Jane chill. Its fine just drink some of this and have some fun.” She hands me a cup of fruit punch and I nod. I chug it hoping my confidence will come back.
            In a couple of minutes I felt looser than ever. I felt Matt’s hands all over me and I didn’t really care as much anymore. He grabbed my hand and led me upstairs. “Wh-where are we going..?” I mumble. “We’re going to do some dirty things to you,” Matt smiles. My eyes widen, “Wh-what? N-no..let me go!” I try to get out of his grip but he has a tight hold on me and I’m weak. Everything is spinning and I couldn’t get my balance together or strength to fight him as he dragged me up the stairs. “Let me go!” 

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                                             Betrayed
                   Chapter 3
            By lunch me and Cassie still weren’t talking. Well, she wasn’t talking to me. I play with my salad as Nicole and Jessica talk about the hair products they’re using. I don’t really care so I zone out and think about Cassie. I wonder why she thinks Nicole is so mean… as far as I can see she’s just a normal teenage girl. A little self-centered, but isn’t everyone to some extent?
            “So what do you think Jane?” my thoughts are cut off by Nicole’s question. “Huh?”
            “What shampoo do you think is the best?” she asks. I shrug, “I don’t know. I use Pantene.” Nicole smiles, “Well, that explains why your hair is so flawless.” I run my fingers through my hair and smile, “Really? You think my hair is flawless?”
            “Of course! Actually I’m kind of jealous. I wish my hair could be that straight.” I don’t think I heard that right…Nicole jealous of me? I must seriously be dreaming. “Your hair is flawless,” I insist, “I wish I could get mine to grow that long.” My hair is a quarter of the way down my back, but Nicole’s is half way down her back which is how long I’m trying to get my hair to grow.
            “Really? Thanks!” she says flipping her hair over her shoulder. “So, Nicole me and the girls were talking and we want to invite you to my party on Saturday.”
            My eyes widen in surprise, “Oh my gosh. Are you serious?” Nicole nods, “Of course! Say you’ll come!”
            “Okay. Definitely,” I smile. “Great,” Nicole smiles looks at her friends and they all grin in excitement. I don’t understand why Cassie said she so mean.
            After school, I go to Cassie’s locker, “Cassie! Guess what? I got invited to Nicole’s party can you believe it? My first real high school party!”
            “Yea. That’s great,” she mumbles and slams her locker shut. I roll my eyes, “Are you still upset with me?”
            “Jane, you’ve only been friends with Nicole for a couple of hours and she’s invited you to her party. You may be book smart but you have no common sense! You think this is real? Nicole is fake. Everything about her is fake. And there is no reason she would want to invite you to her party all of the sudden unless she wanted to hurt you and humiliate you because I know her. But don’t believe me. Go have fun at her stupid party, but if something happens don’t call me.” With that she walks away and disappears don’t the hallway.
            I shake my head. She’s just jealous, I tell myself, she just hates that Nicole doesn’t want to be her friend. It’s doesn’t matter because I have a party to get ready for in 2 days. I smile and walk down the hallway and out the door.

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                                                           Betrayed
                                                                 Chapter 2
            I get up hesitantly and feel Cassie’s arm grab me, “No! Are you crazy? Don’t go over there!”
            I shrug her off, “I’ll be fine. What’s the worst that can happen?” She humiliates you in front of everyone…
            I shake my head and keep walking down the aisle till I get up to Nicole in the front of the classroom. “Have a seat,” Nicole gestures to the empty desk next to her. “But that’s my seat-” Jessica, one of Nicole’s wannabes, complain but, Nicole holds up her hand and she quickly shuts up. “Okay…” I mumble slowly sitting in the seat.
            “So, what’s your name?” Nicole asks politely. “Jane… I was your lab partner in 9th grade.”
            Nicole’s mouth drops open dramatically, “Oh my gosh! Really? I can’t believe I never noticed you! I’m so sorry.” I shrug and give her a light smile, “It’s alright.” Most people tend not to remember me anyway..
            “Oh, and I just love your hair! The red really brings out your brown eyes. Right girls?” she says looking at her wannabes. They nod and smile automatically.
            “Thanks,” I smile feeling a little special. I mean Nicole just complimented me and that’s kind of rare as far as I know. “So,” Nicole continues, “I am inviting you to sit with us at lunch. I want to get to know you better Jane.”
            “Really? Why?” I ask confused. She never paid any attention to me whatsoever until now. What makes her take so much interest in me all of the sudden?
            “Because you’re pretty, you have a great sense of style, and from what I hear you’re a genius. Beauty and brains is what I like in a friend.” She wants me to be her friend? “So say you’ll sit with us at lunch,” she says eagerly. “Uh…okay. Sure,” I smile.
            All of the sudden the bell rings for homeroom to end. “Great! Can’t wait. See you later!” she flashes me her flawless smile, flips her hair and walks out the room with her wannabes trailing behind her.
            I go back to my seat to grab my books and Cassie walks with me to 1st period. “What was that all about?” Cassie asks. I shrug kind of confused myself but happy, “I don’t know.. they want me to sit with them at lunch apparently.”
            “Please tell me you said no,” Cassie glares at me. I bite my lip and decide not to say a word. “Oh no, Jane! Don’t tell me you said yes! Don’t let her suck you in. This is her plan. She makes herself seem like an angel to get you to trust her when she’s only out to hurt you.”
            “But she’s so nice. Maybe she’s different Cassie. Maybe she’s changed. After all you guys haven’t been friends for over 2 years,” I reason. “Whatever. Don’t listen to me. But when she humiliates you and hurts you don’t come crying to me,” Cassie snaps and walks away. 

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                                            Betrayed
                                                      Chapter 1
            “Jane! Wake up!” my mom screams knocking at my bedroom door. I groan and sit up in bed rubbing my eyes. “Jane!” she yells again.
            “I’m up!” I yell back extremely irritated. I swear that woman purposely annoys me in the morning just to drive me crazy. It’s freaking Monday again. Weekends go by way to fast.
            Going to my closet, I think about what I’m going to wear and pull out a pair of black skinny jeans, a red long sleeve shirt, a black silver studded belt, and a red and black scarf. It’s the end of April and it hasn’t really warmed up really. I get dressed, brush my teeth and my hair, and slip on my black leather boots.
            “Jane you’re gonna be late and if you don’t get down here right now you’re walking to school!” my mom yells from down stairs. “Just 3 more months until I can get my license…” I mumble grabbing my bag and heading downstairs. My mom grabs her keys and we hop in the Honda.
            We get to school in no time and I grab my bag and open the car door. “Have a good day. And I expect an A on that AP Psychology test!” mom says. I roll my eyes, “I know mom.” My mom has high expectations. I’m a straight A student and she expects to see nothing less. Especially since I’m 16 and it’s almost the end of my junior year so I’ll be applying for colleges soon.
            I go straight to my locker and push through the cluster of people everywhere in my overcrowded school. “Hey!” my best friend and only friend, Cassie smiles leaning against the locker next to me. “Hey. What’s up?” I ask grabbing my Calculus textbook.
            “So apparently Nicole is having a party and everyone’s talking about it,” Cassie rolls her eyes. We start to walk to homeroom and I shrug, “That’s cool.”
            “Please. I bet her parties suck. The only reason people like her is because she’s rich. I should know.”
            Cassie and Nicole were friends in middle school, but once they got to high school, Nicole changed and got developed and got pretty and popular. She’s the Queen B of the school and I would never mention this to Cassie but, I would kill to go to a high school party for once. Especially since I’ve always been that brainiac no one likes…
            We got to homeroom and sat in our seats. Nicole walks in flipping her long wavy blonde hair and bats her blue eyes with a trail of wannabes behind her that worship at her feet. I see her whisper to her ‘friends’ and they all look back at me and start whispering again.
            “What was that all about?” Cassie turns around and looks at me. I shrug. All of the sudden Nicole turns around and looks at me, “Hey you with the red highlights.”
            I look around and notice I’m the only one in the room with red highlights. “M-me..?” I ask in shock. Nicole nods and smiles, “Well duh! Come over here for a second.”
            Well this should be interesting…
*Hope you guys kinda like the first chapter. Sorry if it’s coming off to a slow start. Keep reading and I promise it’ll get better! >.< Thanks for reading! Comment/fave/follow * 
So I'm Leaving For New York in 2 Days....
And I just want you guys to know that since I'll be gone for a little bit i won't be able to start posting stories again for about a week and a half. but thank you to my readers for being so patient with me. see you guys soon! <3 :)
Soooooo....
I've Been a little depressed lately and i've been to out of it to write.but i'm gonna try to get back into writing and posting stories.if any of you have read my last story comment or favorite this for me to continue it and start a new one.but if no one does then i'll just start a new story and forget the old one. Thanks >.<
This is sad.....if this doesn't touch you......you're heartless. One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings have changed & that it was time to move on. A Silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passes her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the driver's seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." If you make this your status in the next two minutes someone special will text or call you. If you don't post this, your worse week will start tomorrow   .

This is plain.This is real.This is how i feel and if you don't read it i don't care but i need this.This isn't made to be pretty to make other people wanna read it this is for me because i have no other way to really say what i feel.I'm tired...so so tired.mentally and physically.I drop into these crazy mood swings i can't control.My emotions are so much more intense.The littlest things i used to let go of easily get to me and push me off the edge. I started hurting myself i've been trying so hard to control my anger. And then i drop into this depression mode and i feel like i want to die.I want to be anywhere but here.Anyone but me.My friends turn out to be fakes and liars.Everyone here is fake.I don't like people.I trust no one.My own parents criticize and judge everything i say and do.It gets so hard for me to get out of bed i cry sometimes...what's the point of getting up? to do deal with the same bs all over again. And i'm not good enough.I'm not pretty enough and no matter how hard i try in school i can't get the good grades everyone expects me to get.I feel dumb.useless.helpless.I struggle to smile.I can't even see the one person i love more than anything a trusts because i'm treated like a prisoner in my own home so i spend a lot of lonely nights trying not to cry.I know i don't have the worst life in the world but i hate my life.I'm not strong enough to fight this dead feeling.Everything just kind of goes by in slow motion and i struggle to get through a day without breaking down.I feel hollow...as if i don't have a soul. And i want to be happy again.More than anything...I'm desperate to just be happy and not be so lonely anymore.so you don't have to read this. this is just me venting about my life and how miserable i am at the moment because no one else is really there to listen but one person that actually cares.but i needed another way to vent. so if you read this thanks for reading.just needed to get some things off my chest.

              Broken
                                                
Chapter 16
      I lay on the bathroom floor alone for about 3 hours before I get up again. I look in the mirror and stare at myself. The countless bruises and marks all over my body.
      I take a deep breath and try to pull myself together. I can't let Jessie see me like this. I gotta clean up. I put my covers in the washing machine to get the blood stains out. Praying the stains will come out by the time the washing machine is done I go to my room and throw on pajama pants and a sweatshirt to cover as much of my body as possible. I go to the bathroom and get my make up. It's the only way I can cover the bruises on my face so I apply a ton of blush to even out my skin tone and make the blue and purple marks on my face disappear.
      When I finally finish I brush my hair and teeth. I look in the mirror and make sure I look normal. As far as anyone knows I'm fine...no one will ever suspect a thing.
      I take a deep breath, lean against the wall, and slide down till I'm sitting on the floor. I close my eyes tight and ignore the pain and soreness.
      All of the sudden, I hear my cell phone ring. I slowly get up and go to my room. My eyes grow wide with fear as I see Jacob's name light up the screen. No. No, I'm not answering it....
      The phone stops ringing and I sigh in relief. Then, I get a text...from Jacob.
      My hand starts shaking as I reach for it and look at the message: 'I'm gonna call one more time and if you don't answer it I will come over there and you don't want to know what i'll do to you.'
      My eyes tear up as he calls again and my heart slams into my chest. By the fourth ring I finally answer it,"H-hello..?"
      "Hey sweetheart. Did you enjoy last night?" I hear his creepy voice through the phone. I feel sick...
      "You got what you wanted...now leave me alone," I whisper.
      "Awwww.So mean to say to someone who gave you the best night of your life."
      My voice sounds distand and cold,"What do you want?"
      "Nothing,"he says with a smirk in his voice,"Just to tell you that if you ever tell anyone about last night I will kill you."
       I catch a tear falling down my cheek and feel a knot well up in my throat."Are we clear?"he said with a demanding tone.
       I struggle to not burst out crying again."Okay..."my voice cracks.
       "Good girl. Have a nice day beautiful."
I know i promised that I would update my story a long time ago and i want to apologize.i've been going through some personal things so i may not update a lot.but thank you for reading comment/fave/follow