daydreamer101

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Joined: January 2, 2010
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heyyy i am amber,
i like sport mostley basketball and football but i watch baseball (yankees)
i might come on shy but i open up
once i get to kno u we should get along fine unless u r like one of thoughs bitches who think they r all that and r better then everyone else (:


i like quotes because most r true the explain wats goin on in ur life wit out sayin this whole long story so ya i am new

i get along wit most people but not all
i used to cut, my fav colors r blue and black and i geuss white
 so ya thats it thanks (:

Quotes by daydreamer101

cover up my pain by puting on a fake smile.
see my pain by looking in my eyes.
feel my pain by puting yourself in my shoes for a day.

i love you

just three words, that can mean nothing.

a hug, can mean you care..

a kiss, can be your last.

a tear, can mean your sorry.

a breathe, can be your last.
 
a cry, can be unheard.

goodbye

just one word, that can last forever.



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                                                                                                        NO JOKING.

I cant think straight i dont know what is true or not.
You said you loved me.
But yet why do you not talk to me.
You talk to her.
People say you are going to break up with me, is that true?
I dont believe alot of what people say but i just wanna make sure.
So please tell me.
I dont know what to do, the only thing i can think of is to ask you if it was true.
Because I dont know anymore.



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I love you,
You love her, 
You give me hug,
You give her kisses,
I am a lover,
She is a cheater,
I miss you,
You miss her,
But yet you still can't see what she is doing, 
But i can, 
I love you, 
You love her...</3
 


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I say hello you say goodbye in a blink of an eye,
What did i do?
It seems like you hate me,
You are always talking to her,
I trusted you,
I didn't listen to friends,
I did what i thought,
Stayed up thinking about you all night long,
But that was a waste of my time,
Because now i see,
My eyes are wide open,
You love her,
You hate me,
I geuss this is the end of you and me. </3


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We all want this one guy right,
The one guy that makes us smile when we see him,
The one gives us hugs,
The one who is there when we are about to fall apart,

The one WE love but THEY dont love us we are just a friend to them,
So i say don't bother because we are chasing them but they aren't coming after us,
It is just a waste of
OUR times,
If we try so hard and they finally say yes well i say if they couldn't
say yes right aways then they DON'T love us,
They just didn't want us to feel
BAD but in the end,
Don't we all just end up wit a broken heart anyway?...
We all want this one guy, That we CAN'T have. </3

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what happened to us, we used to be so strong and now u will not even talk to me, you left with out saying anything at all, what did i do, is it even my fault, like really just tell me what happened, i went out wit you like 10 times i new how it would end, I just didnt want to believe it, so i ignored my friends i did my own thing and look where it got me, alone sad and with another broken heart, I feel so alone all the time, with out you i am nothing, i miss you already, i keep saying its going to be ok but who and i kidding it will never be ok unless i am with you. </3


All Mine </3
No jocking

Love is tricky, it's complicated, you might love other people, but there's only one person that will never be in your life that loves you the most. But one person in my life that changed my life forever is   amber   . I Love You  amber   



Not Mine, My Boyfriend Said It To Me <333333333
I run in the house throw my bag on the floor go up to my room and slam the door. I sit on my bed with my head in my pillow and my hands grabing the sheets. What was wrong with me i thought to myself, was he to good for me because thats what i thought. But my friends said forget him, he is a jerk. But how can i forget the only thing i think about i even made a book. With more then 50 pages were writen about him. To me he isn't a jerk, only somtimes but he is sweet on the inside. I look at the razor on the other side of my bed, i picked it up then look at my arm, i had 5 scars i wondered if it would matter if i add a few more. I pressed on my skin it almost broke i could feel my blood about to come out. I move the razor in a slant and it was another mark to match the other 5. I got a tissu and pressed hard. I did this untill there where more and more scars. When i was done i threw the razor away. I sat on my bed with a swear shirt and my hand on my mouth. I was thinking what my friends say to me about it is stupid to cut just because of a boy if only they new what else was going on in my life. My eyes said pain but my smile said i am fine. So now i am alone, all alone in my home. </3
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