My mom was right.
She's always been right. Why didn't
I listen? She told me that having friends
over the internet would hurt me. I guess I didn't believe it.
Over the past year, I've made so many wonderful friends on
here. I've also lost some of those wonderful people because I
suck. I never really had friends outside of witty. And I still
don't. But never before was I made fun of it. But lately,
that's all I hear. "YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS. NO ONE LIKES
YOU. YOUR ONLY FRIENDS ARE FROM THAT STUPID WEBSITE, WITTY."
Yeah, that's what I live with at home. Sorry that people
don't like me. Sorry I'm extremely unlikable. Sorry that
I can't keep a friend because I'm a selfish b*tch. Why
didn't anyone warn me that this would hurt so bad? The
realization that I have no real friends is actually killing me. I
feel so empty. So alone. So hurt. I just don't know what to
do anymore. And the worst part? I'm losing a lot of my
internet friends, too. But I can understand. I wouldn't wanna
be my friend, if I were you. It's my fault. It's all my
fault. It always has been. I'm just
blind.