debralee

So, here's my story.

The one story I NEVER talk about. The one that hurts the most. One of the reasons I'm insecure. It's about a boy, let's just say his name was Cody. We were friends. Actually, bestfriends. It was an awkward friendship. We would text and flirt a lot, and of course, I had a HUGE crush on him. I was in 6th grade. I was young, and all that I was looking for was love. I was confused and twisted in lies, and the reason was him, "Cody". Well after telling him I had a crush on him, it lasted for about 6 months. After that amount of time, he told me he felt the same. That he liked me, a lot. I was so happy; words can't even describe how excited I was. We never dated or anything, we just stayed the same best friends. That night, he decided to curse me off and say "Everything I ever told you was a lie". So he never liked me, he never cared. I sat there and cried that whole night. I don't understand. I never did anything wrong?
I consider this my first ever "heart break".
 nmf