deck

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Joined: May 30, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 303943
Gender: M

Cleaned my slate, I'm depressed, I have confidence issues, I hate myself. No point wiriting about it, all it does is cause pain. I've attempted suicide 15 times .Been cheated on.Hate myself.Have a fear of turning into a monster.Sadly I haveMy names Declan, call me Deck. I'm 18 and I'm on the edge. If I leave I plan to go helping as many others as possible.I've hurt the girl I love, Liv. I just wish I was better, stronger, more perfect. But that's not the case


heyy ma homies its liv (i_will_awake_down_the_line)
well there is so much i can say about decran here :3
deck is one of the closest people to me
he seriously knows everything about me...which is scary because im weird and im suprised that you dont pay me out :p im glad you dont though :)
sooooo
deck is like the sweetest guy like EVER :D
you guys should talk to him because he is amazing
deck is so strong and its amazing that he is still alive and still pushes forward
sadly me and deck recentally split up
so he isnt mine anymore :'(
BUT
he still totally owns my heart
i love him so much
like deck i love you so much
but
im so glad that your getting happy :)
i wouldnt be suprised if every girl started hitting on you and wanted you
when you get a girlfriend im going to be so happy for you :)
because you will be happy
and like i said the first time we started talking, your like the brother i always wanted
so ill always be around :D
unless thats weird :p
byyyyyeeeeeee yallllll :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7W0xJ5YqSM 
^^ epic song that always makes me think of how i feel for this boii ^.^
xxx

Quotes by deck

You should have told me.
should have let me know.

But now its to late...
This is not the end, But a new start.

hopefully i will get it right this time haha
Went to uni today. well the one im hoping to go to, met allot of my mates and just had a great day. as we were leaving, most people left me without saying goodbye or noticing me.

My one mate saw me and ran up and bear hugged me.

made my day
Why is it, that the hardest thing in the world...

IS TO GET UP IN THE DAMN MORNING
On the cliff again, just staring at the heavens and wondering if she is there.

its only a matter of time.
a lady talked me down.
and my
ex gfs best friend made me
promise not to....

for today atleast
Well im sitting next to a cliff atm, finally fixed my internet on my phone.
Its sorta relaxing, calming. knowing that it will all be over soon.

To the people ive hurt im sorry

To mariah, im sorry for everything, all the mistakes i made and all the stupid things i said. you were like a sister to me..

To liv, well where do i start, im sorry this all happened, im sorry i could change, couldnt fix everything i broke, im sorry i couldnt fix myself. you feel betrayed and much more and im sorry. im so sorry. atleast now you wont need to worry about me.


goodbye
WHY THE

F
U
C
K

WERE THE PILLS DUDS......


I DONT

F
U
C
K
I
N
G

WANT HER....

I WANT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE BACK...


AND NOW IVE LOST PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING...

Meh i still have the cliff outside...
And now i cast my soul and body into the void.

goodbye world

hello hell
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