deck
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Cleaned my slate, I'm depressed, I have confidence issues, I hate myself. No point wiriting about it, all it does is cause pain. I've attempted suicide 15 times .Been cheated on.Hate myself.Have a fear of turning into a monster.Sadly I haveMy names Declan, call me Deck. I'm 18 and I'm on the edge. If I leave I plan to go helping as many others as possible.I've hurt the girl I love, Liv. I just wish I was better, stronger, more perfect. But that's not the case
heyy ma homies its liv (i_will_awake_down_the_line)
well there is so much i can say about decran here :3
deck is one of the closest people to me
he seriously knows everything about me...which is scary because im weird and im suprised that you dont pay me out :p im glad you dont though :)
sooooo
deck is like the sweetest guy like EVER :D
you guys should talk to him because he is amazing
deck is so strong and its amazing that he is still alive and still pushes forward
sadly me and deck recentally split up
so he isnt mine anymore :'(
BUT
he still totally owns my heart
i love him so much
like deck i love you so much
but
im so glad that your getting happy :)
i wouldnt be suprised if every girl started hitting on you and wanted you
when you get a girlfriend im going to be so happy for you :)
because you will be happy
and like i said the first time we started talking, your like the brother i always wanted
so ill always be around :D
unless thats weird :p
byyyyyeeeeeee yallllll :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7W0xJ5YqSM
^^ epic song that always makes me think of how i feel for this boii ^.^
xxx
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I am with Stacy in her house..
please visit it
this will help you..
And you can always find me
At the bottom of a plastic
cup
Drowning in drunk
sincerity
A sad and lonely
girl...
She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
That she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said
[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always
[Verse 2:]
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay
[Chorus:]
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always
[Bridge:]
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple verses
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says
[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always
She finishes the vows but the beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always
♥
I told Gage, Micah's older brother about it and he told his step mom and his dad about it.. I got a call last night from Micah's step mom saying she's excited for me and Aubree and that she'll make sure that she and Isaac and Micah's dad and some others are at the hospital when Aubree has our baby.
They're my family. I love them so much.
I'm happy. I wish Micah was here to be with me through this though.
This is going to be the first time since July 3rd that I can say.. I'm truly happy. It's never felt so good to have a smile on my face that I know it is real and means something.
I can't wait for my daughter to be here.
