"hi, im jenna." thats how it all started. three words. three words that changed my summer from the summer a nerd/freak/ew-wtf-is-that-and-why-is-it-talking-to-me kind of person has to the kind of summer that a popular/amazing/most-likley-to-win-at-life-and-have-everything-they-want kind of person has. jenna huff was the most amazing person i've ever seen. she wasnt the most populat person, but she was popular enough to have most people love her. which was good, because she wasnt the kind of popular that turns you into a b/tch that chills with all the other barbie dolls, but she wasnt one of the outcasts like i had been. my name is adam. this is my story. see, because of all that happened this summer, my mom had urged me to join this group. well, urged is the the word she had used. it was more like forced, but ill do it for her. see, i got into some trouble over the past 2 1/2 months, so she put me in this program. you write down what put you here in the first place and then you give it to someone. you're my someone. im sure you have all your problems, and id love to hear them all, but my name was drawn first out of the hat, so i have to go first. anyway,i sould start with june. which in my case,is the moth and the person.
"hey, i missed you in math today, where'd you slip off to without the teachers seeing you?" my best girl friend june asked me. and i know what your thinking, is he going say that he has had this un-told long crush on june, and then he'll one day tell her how he feels and itll be all hapily ever after.
"the space behind the boys bathroom next to the courtyard" i replied.
"hey babe,how was your weekend?" ashley asked june, planting a kiss on her lips. yep. june is a lesbian.didnt see that comming, did you? i mean, i had thought about it in about 6th grade, but she had come out as a lesbian to me in 7th, and to everyone else in 8th, so that crush kinda died.
"good, how was yours?" she relpied, returning the kiss?
He's amazing<3 he told me that he
knows my witty username, and he has a witty..at first i was
worried, but then i relized, i need to let people into my life. i
cant stay a turtle forever, at one point, i need to let my
feelings out..well..heres my fealings..
i miss him. i miss him like a person in prisin missed the real
world. i miss him like a person in rehab misses their drugs, like
a nerd in the summer misses numbers, like a boy misses his x-box
when its broken. i need him. i need him like you need a pair of
pants when your not a home, i need him like he needs his knife ;]
like a fridge needs food, like a love movie needs a lonley girl
to watch it. and all i want in this world is for him to be here..
just one more time i want to see his face... to look into his
eyes and think "wow.. he has beauitful eyes" and i want
just one more time, to look at him and know he is mine, and i am
his, and i want one more time to see him and be all flustered,
and confused because of his lovley voice, one more time, to feel
his body against mine, to feel his lips on mine, to feel my hand
within his. i want to hear his voice.. and i love the way it
feels in my ears. i feel so lost without him. and when i finally
do hear his voice on the phone, all i can do is smile..he makes
me feel so happy<3 so, if you really do have my username..if
you are looking at this.. i want you to know, i cant wait to see
you, and i will wear my new dress to see you, becuase it is a
special occision. <3 i miss you babe, and you make my day
every time you open your mouth. one day ill see you again. and
when that happens, im not letting you go for a lonnng time.<3
see you soon babe