he left you,
didn't he?
after telling you everything you wanted to
hear. he made you feel loved, and needed; more than any girl
could dream of. you told eachother that you loved one
another. he was the last person you texted at night, and first in
the morning. he seemed perfect, until he broke your heart.
he started to send you short replies. he stopped talking to you
in the hallways. you are hoping in your heart that its just
temporary, but if it isnt, you want him to tell you, so that you
dont waste your time. you cared about him so much, but he left
you, waiting, waiting for him to change his mind and come back to
you. but he never did. you only realize how much you truly loved
him, after youve seen him love someone else. each day
you go to bed thinking of how proud of you are surviving
another day without him. youre having a hard time. he betrayed
you. he broke you. you miss how happy you were with him. when
everyone asks you whats wrong, you say nothing, because
you know that if you tell them, they wont understand, they
will pretend to, but they wont. no one really will. they will
hear your words, but they wont listen to what you are saying.
just remember the rejection youre feeling is inevitable, but the
suffering is optional. it is hard to forget someone who gave you
so much, soo much, to remember. but dont let him bring you
down. dont give him the joy and satisfaction. sometimes bad
things will happen, but your gonna have to shake it off. youll be
okay. he doesnt really care if youre miserable, so you might as
well be happy. good things fall apart, so better things can
fall together. so keep your head up, shoulders back, and chin
held high, because honey, there is so much more to smile,
than to frown about. ♥
not my format /needed to
vent.