devorich

I'm just a helpless victim of SI.
Everynight I lay down with my knife.

I carve until crimson is all I see.
I slash until I fall to my knees.

I don't feel pain except in my heart.
How could I let my world fall apart?

A bittersweet revenege against my thoughts.
A relief of agony is all thats sought.

General "Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling. A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what. They say that nothing last forever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after we're gone.."
-P.S. I Love You..

i wish i could erase my past as easily as i can erase my inbox.

Pretending you are happy only goes so far.
You eventually hit a realization point
and then crash even harder.

My tears are like waterfalls;
an endless cascade of water over rock.

i choke on words never used and thoughts never spoken.

A tear begins to fall as she turns to say goodbye.
The hardest goodbye that she'll ever have to make.
One last kiss and one last embrace.
Why must parents be so cruel?
She gathers herself and heads for the car;
never taking a glance back.
She lands in her car, face to the steering wheel crying.
Why must everything good have an end?
She pulls out with a smash to the rearview
and heads West, leaving nothing but a cloud of dust.
Why must goodbyes be so hard?

i thought i was getting better,
better at not missing you.
that was all until i heard a slow song.
It reminded me of how i felt around you.
i felt so happy and carefree.
i remember how i'd smile just from u lookin at me
and then i thought of how you left,
my heart shattered in so many pieces.
I didn't even know what to do.
I put myself back together, a little every day
and the thought of u ripped all my hardwork away.
now im back to sleepless nights and days of hunger
fighting for the pain to leave.
and this time i hope, that when i hear
the perfect song
you wont be the one i think of.

a backstabbing so deep its hard to recover.
blood falling down for the absence of a lover.
a tortured soul barely hanging on
with only the hope of the nightmare to be gone.
mind is slowly failing
while the heart continues to beat.
breath falling short as she slips into comatose..
he'll always be the one i missed the most.

Your kiss makes my pulse accelerate
and with every touch my breath falls shorter.
A poisioness kiss, full of addiction.
A kiss that will eventually lead
to my very own annihilation.
A collision so tenacious it
knocks me off my feet,
leaving my heart to beat
past the point of explosion.
Your eyes focus on mine
leaving my mind to turn blank.
our legs becaome a tangled mess
and our arms enfold eachothers.
Acting as one almost to the point of suffocation
onr night you will be the death of me.