what i have come to relize is that your words are messing
with my head.
& now as im laying here face to face with my old
addiction
....the blade, i make the incision,
and i watch myself bleed.
i forgot how much i missed it,
i forgot how good it felt.
and as the blood fell,
i finally felt something,
i wasn't numb,
but once its over,
im back to feeling alone.
... do you get it now?