distantmemory

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Hey there stranger, I see you've somehow made your way to my profile, so I'm guessing that if you're reading this I should tell you a bit about myself; Well I'm Emily, but I'd rather be called 'Em', I'm currently fourteen years of age and I'll be turning fifteen on June 5th. I currently live in Australia even though I constantly say I should have been born in Nashville (America). I'm a singer, music is my passion, I could go on all day about it but I don't want to bore you. I've made this account to give story-writing a go, but if you want to see actual quotes feel free to check out my other profile 'TH0UGHTSINMYHEAD', I follow back anybody who follows me blah blah. Anyway, you're probably almost boring to death now, so I'll let you go now, I hope you have a day with laugher and smiles, you deserve it lovely, goodbye xx.










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song for chapter: this - ed sheeran

"Forever"
chaper six.

After our multiple kisses and deep conversations he took me home. I quickly got off his motorbike and smiled at him, kissing him on the cheek and fixing my dress before turning away and starting to walk towards the front door.
"Alice?" I heard him call out, it was gentle though, but it echoed.
I turned around swiftly, "Yes?"
"Thank you." He smiled lightly.
"For what?" I responded quickly.
"For showing me what its like to seriously care for someone." he said gently.
"My pleasure." I smiled sweetly back at him, his eyes sparkled under the lights.
I then walked inside and rushed to my room, flopping onto my bed I let out a sigh.

I thought of the things he and I talked about; like how he thinks that laughter is the most beautiful thing ever, how he listens to music to calm himself, he told me about his family, his friends, his life, even small little things that most people wouldn't really care about, but I do. He could have gone on for hours and I wouldn't have cared.

Is this what its like falling for someone? Was this serious, or just another date and just another girl to him?... I began to overthink, both good and bad things, I didn't know how to feel; was I falling for the guy I swore I'd never fall for?








 



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song for chapter: kiss me slowly - parachute

"Forever"
chaper five.

I froze for a moment, lost in his eyes, that gentle smile of his, the way he rubbed his thumb softly over my hand, the way his eyes still sparkled in the dimmed light. But then I snapped myself out of it 'Melody' I thought 'Remember Melody'.
I pulled my hand back quickly, pushing some of my hair behind my ear.

"Whats wrong?" Finn asked, his eyebrows went down, worried.
"I shouldn't be doing this, Finn. I shouldn't be here." I said with guilt.
"Because of Melody? Don't let her hold you back like that, Alice."
"No."
"Then what?
"Because I know about you, I know what guys like you are like; you date all the girls, tell them that you love them, be all wonderful.. then you get bored and leave with someone else. Just like you did to Melody."

Finn paused, his gentle smile dropped, I could see the sadness in his eyes, I instantly felt guilty. I shouldn't have said that, I shouldn't be so quick to judge.. But I also shouldn't have been so quick to accept this date here, I was horrible.

"Can you just try to trust me? I'm trying to change." he told me quietly.
"I'm trying, I really am." I replied softly, in a really caring way.
"Do you think its possible to fall for someone in a matter of weeks?" he asked.
"Are you talking about me?" I asked, in almost a whisper.

Finn bit his lip and looked at the table for a few seconds, before looking back to me and nodding, giving me a weak smile and standing up, taking my hand and leading me out of the cafe, I guess we were just going now, I didn't get why.
He stood there, looking at his bike. I stood close to him, our hands just touching.
He looked down at me with those gorgeous brown eyes, he looked so loving, I smiled gently, and before I knew it, his hands were lightly on my waist and we kissed. It felt right, like everything around us just stopped and nobody else mattered and everything was okay again, of at least in this moment.
For the first time in a long time, I felt complete.








 



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"Forever"
   chaper four.

Later that night I was rushing around the house, trying to figure out what I should wear for my date with Finn, I didn't really know why I was so fussy, it was just Finn. Melody wanted to hang out tonight, I just told her that I had homework, I felt guilty, I really did, and I didn't know why I was so keen to see Finn, maybe I was just going through a rebel-stage or something, I was unsure, I had been different recently.

I pulled out one of my sweet floral dresses, it was rather short but I didn't really mind, I then put on cream-coloured wedge-heels. I had my hair in loose curls which came to my waist and had applied a little eyeliner, masara and lipgloss. I smiled gently, I actually looked rather pretty, I hope he thought so too.
My parents thought I was going to Melody's house, I couldn't tell them about Finn, they knew what he did to Melody, my father would kill him, my mother would kill me before she killed Finn honestly.

The doorbell went, my eyes widened, I smiled joyfully and rushed down stairs, "Bye!" I called out to my parents before rushing out the door to see Finn. He sat on a motorbike, he tilted his head and smiled.
"Wow. You look great." he said, causing me to blush lightly, he chuckled, "C'mon Alice."
I bit my lip and smiled sweetly, I got on the back of the moterbike and smiled lightly "Thank you."
"Hold on tight." he smirked as I wrapped my arms around him.
We sped off, my hair seemed to flow back perfectly, just like in the movies, I giggled a bit, he smiled.

Eventually he pulled up at a sweet little cafe, it was basically empty. He got off the bike and helped me off.
"Its my mothers, she said we could borrow it for the night, food and drinks are inside, but its just us." he smiled gently, he seemed so calm and sweet, like he was the most innocent person on earth.

He took my hand as we walked in, he even pulled the chair out for me before bringing over drinks and sitting down. He had brought over coke, I loved it.

"This is really sweet of you." I said gently, sipping my drink.
"You like it?" he asked, he smiled, looking proud of himself.
"Love it." I nodded, playing with my hair.
"You're really beautiful, you know that?" he questioned me.
I looked down and laughed quietly, "Nobody has ever really told me."
He placed his hand over mine, "People must be blind." he smiled.








 


 
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"Forever"
   chaper three.

Everything seemed to be going so fast, school either dragged out or when by quickly.
I sat with Melody at lunch break, she was looking around the yard, her new purple hair standing out in the sunlight, it really brought out her large green eyes which were surronded by dark make-up..  She had been wearing a lot more make-up since the break up,
I guess I only just noticed.

Out of nowhere a rugby ball came flying over to us, hitting Melody right in the head, she cursed and let out an irritated sigh, before looking back down at her half-eaten apple; she hadn't been eating much recently either, I didn't really understand why, but you never really knew with her, she was unpredictable honestly.
Her eyes seemed to narrow when she turned to see Finn, picking up the ball and saying sorry.

"Maybe you should watch what you're doing." she snapped, giving him a glare as she fixed her hair.
"C'mon, its not like we meant to." Finn said firmly, shaking his head.
Melody scoffed, standing up, and then storming off, I guess she was all moody again, I didn't know.

"Well isn't she just a big ball of sunshine?" Finn laughed weakly as he threw the ball back to the guys and sat down next to me. I gave him a confused look, he made my friend mad, and now wants to be friendly?
"Obviously." I said sarcastically, I gave a pathetically weak laugh and shrugged, looking down.
"Could I ask you something, Alice?" Finn said, he looked all serious now.
I just shrugged and nodded a little.
"I know this is a little weird, since you and I rarely talk, and your best friend basically whats to murder me, but could we go out some time?" he asked gently, his voice was quiet.
I froze for a moment before responding, "You're Melody's ex boyfriend, Finn.." I began.
"C'mon, she doesn't have to know. Just between us, nobody has to know. Give me a chance." he butted in.
I looked down, I don't know what took over me, or what took over him, we were far enough away from everyone, nobody could see us, nobody could hear us either. I nodded.
"Fine. One date." I responded, I instantly felt guilty, but I couldn't take it back now.
"Great. Tonight. Pick you up at eight." he seemed to smirk, leaning in and kissing me on the cheek before rushing back to the guys.
I placed my hand on my cheek, my eyes widened. The guy that majority of the girls at my school want, just asked me out. I'd have to lie to friends, family, classmates. Is this really happening?





 


 
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"Forever"
   chaper two.

"But you know you love me for it." Finn laughed, running his fingers through his hair.
"Oh don't flatter yourself, Finn." I rolled my eyes and let out a light laugh, trying to act casual.
Finn suddenly went quiet and just stared at me for a moment, I tilted my head "What?".
"You're just different, thats all." he said smiling gently.
"What do you mean?" I asked, staring back curiously.
"I'm still trying to figure that out, he shook his head, picked up his books and left.
Different? How was I different? Maybe thats just his way of getting people interested, that guy was bad news, I've been told, I've been warned; he had dated Melody before and broke her heart, there was no way in hell that I was going to go there. Guys were never interested in me anyway, why would he be different?

The rest of the day went by quite quickly, I was sitting down at the dinner table with my mother, father and older sister, we all seemed to be small talking, but my mind kept flicking back to Finn, it was as if whenever I closed my eyes I'd see him, those brown eyes, that smile with the dimples. I couldn't stop think about him calling me 'different', I just couldn't stop and I didn't understand why, I just kept reminding myself of when he broke up with Melody, he did it for no apparent reason and then got with another girl in the same week, I recall having Melody stay over and she cried for hours, he hurt her so badly, I need to remember that. Not that I'm falling for him, but just so I didn't get friendly, I shouldn't be kind, right?

"So whats up with you?" My sister, Denise asked, she sounded so obnoxious as she pushed her plate away and lent her elbows on the table, my mother shot her a look, she was all about manners.
It took me a moment to realise that she was speaking to me, she hardly did.
"Nothing. I guess school is tiring, its just zoning me out." I lied. 
I guess thats one thing I liked about myself, my ability to lie so well, I guess it sounds bad when I say it, but its true; Sometimes you're better off lying, because as people say,
the truth hurts, right?




 


 
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"Forever"
   chaper one.

"Alice, wake up loserhead!" I heard a squeaky voice say as I felt someone poking my arm,
I looked up, it was my best friend Melody, we were in math class. I wondered how long I had been sleeping for, since we were in math I was guessing a long amount of time. I sighed, pushing some of my long burgundy hair behind my ear and looking around the classroom, of course, Finn was staring right at me, he seemed to be doing that a lot recently, I didn't really understand why, I guess he and I were friends, we joked around and say hello to eachother with big smiles every morning, but there was nothing really going on, maybe he wasn't looking at me, maybe I'm just looking into things too much, I don't know, I tend to do that a lot, it never ends well, so I stopped myself.

About a minute later the bell rang, all the students seemed to just leap out of their seats and rush out the door, which I guess was understandable, math was basically heII, but I stayed in my spot, there was no way that I was going out there to be followed around by Kelsey all day, so I just looked down at my books again and pretended to be doing something as I usually did around this time.

"So I'm guessing you're hiding from Kelsey again today..." I heard a voice say.
it made me jump I looked up to see him standing there, Finn, his brown eyes stared at me, his dimples showing as he smirked lightly, his dark curly hair perfectly placed as usual, the sun shining right on him.

"You scared the sh//t out of me Finn!" I laughed lightly, then nodded "Yeah, whats it to you?"
"I'm shocked you aren't transparent." he chuckled, "I guess I was just curious." he shrugged.
It took me a moment to realise that he was implying that I was full of it, I rolled my eyes "You're a loser." I laughed lightly at him the way I always did, gentle but not over the top like most of the other girls.

I guess you could call Finn a player, he had dated majority of the girls in year 9, he could be wildy flirtatious which could honestly get irritating, but he never really flirted with me, I think he knew not to. 
I mean don't get me wrong, he was incredibly good looking, but I guess I just wasn't looking for a romance, at least not then I wasn't, little did I know that everything was about to change.




 


 
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"Forever"
   prologue

Have you ever fallen in love? The kind of love where whenever that person
is around everything just feels right, you feel safe, at peace, and complete?
Like nothing in the world can change how much you care for that person and
how you feel for them? That wonderful, beautiful, kind of love? Have you ever felt it?
Or have you ever loved someone who didn't love you back? Fallen for a person who
is so out of reach, out of your league, but you still try anyway? Just to be let down?
Have you ever had to keep your feelings between you and one you love? So nobody
else knows about them? The painfully mysterious beautiful kind of love? Yeah?
Well my name is Alice Fern, and I've felt all of those things, all at once.


 
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