Hey, guess what.
I
don't want to be the gorgeous girl everyone
envies.
i don't want to
be the most popular girl in school.
i
don't want to hang with the "cool" girls
& have a "hot"
boyfriend.
i
don't want to have big boobs, be rail skinny, and have
a nice butt.
i don't want to be the girl with
rich parents.
I want to be one
thing, and one thing only.
I
want to be the brown hair, green eyed, 5'4 beautiful
girl see everyday i look into the mirror.
because that's what's real.
So should you.
♥The tragic and ridiculous
fact is; I love you♥
'It's a very straight-forward and to the point statement,
no questioning to it. You have to be positive it's what you
feel for a certain person. It is the indescribable imperfection
that everyone envies and misuses. Honestly, it cannot be proven
to be true or a fact for no one is 100% sure what it truely is or
how it is suppose to feel. For the fact of love is; it comes in
too many different forms and everyone expresses it differently.
And usually people don't always recieve love the way they
expect to. They misread it and don't believe it true when it
is told to them. It's sad when you try so hard but feel you
just fall short. But, the truth is, if you don't understand
how the person you love gives their love for you isn't the
same, you can't appreciate it. Then, you can't appreciate
them. Once that's through, misunderstandings and hurt
feelings seem to take over. There's alot of factors you must
posess for love to exist. Trust, acceptance, consideration, and
appreciation need to be displayed in the result of love.
Everything that happens or anything that changes never changes
one thing, and that is you love that person of your desire, your
dreams, and nothing can change that. The tragic and ridiculous
fact is; I love you.'
-my intellect outlook on love in 7th grade.
Wanna hear something about
love?
I've been going out with my boyfriend for 15 months.
Truthfully, at this point, it seems like things are stable
and what not, but it's not the same as when you first start
going out with someone, ya know? The excitement, the
unfamiliarity, and the adventure of getting to know someone who
will become a great addition to your life. But after
that's has past, what happens then? I'll tell
you, you feel like the magic is gone, it's lost, and the
flare and thrill of a newfound relationship had faded.
You've reached the familiar, safe and sable stage.
It's a good stage, don't get me wrong, but you
still long for and miss the strong feelings and dangerous
waters of a new relationship. Stable relationships can be
just as hard as unstable, maybe even harder. But
when you love someone you find a way to make it
work. You make it work because you know that person
is you, you are one, and they're meant to be a part of
you because you're not yourself, without them. So, what do
you do when the waves have settled on the unpredictable,
wild seas?
You find a way to make it work. Revive the spark.
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Today, I went to school, in sweats, my hair up in a bun,
unstraightened, and zero make-up on. My boyfriend
comes up to me, immediately kisses me, and says, "
You look so pretty today."
I could smile forever just by being with him and just
hearing his voice, I could spend the rest of my life in his
arms if it was possible, and when we kiss, there's
still a stir of butterflies in my stomach.
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15 months and you wanna know what I've
learned? ♥
Love never dies.