doncasturbate*

Status: cool, but where's louis?
Joined: December 17, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: December 24
user id: 376373
Location: probably near the food
i'm kenadee. 
i roll my eyes at least thirty times a day.
18. senior. usa
i love guitar, sleeping, pete wentz, and blogging.
i share a bday with louis tomlinson, holla. 

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Quotes by doncasturbate*

I love putting my quotes in the funny category cause it's just like
proving the fact that I'm hilarious. 
sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger 
A lot of people like to trash teenage girls because of
our "insane" crushes on band members. And it really
bugs me because those insane crushes have helped
me,and a lot of girls, get through hard times.  Sometimes,
it's nice to listen to One Direction, and be able to hear
songs about how great I am without them expecting
anything in return. I can listen and hear how much
these cute, nonthreatening boys want to make me feel
special. No one is pushing me. There's no one shoving
their hands down my shirt without my consent. These
band members aren't pressuring me to send them
pictures, probably only to show all their friends and
call me a sl/ut later. When teenagers have a
crush on a band member, we have the power. And I
don't know why people judge us for wanting to 
escape into that. 

 
 
"Sometimes, I want to ask God 
why He allows poverty, famine, 
and injustice in the world when 
he could be doing something 
about it, but I'm afraid he might
ask me the same quesion."

 

-Abdu'l Bahá

 

What I'm really scared of is leading an average, ordinary
life, with a regular job and a regular routine, planned
holidays, a normal household, fixed responsibilites and
not doing anything to be remembered by. 

 
 
I'm someone who's mostly dead inside
but still has a little hope for something extraordinary
which is the worst breed of human
because it means I know everything is bullsh/t
but that I secretly hope for the day
when it might not be. 
 

-NM

 



4:00 wallow in self pity 
4:30 stare into the abyss 
5:00 solve world hunger...................
         ..................................tell no one
5:30 jezzercise 
6:30 dinner with me, I can't cancel that again. 
7:00 wrestle with self-loathing 
I'm booked. 
If I bumped the loathing to 9:00, I'd have time to lay in bed, 
stare at the ceiling, and slip slowly into madness. 
But what would I wear?!



 



 

After you die, it's believed that  you
have 7 minutes of brain activity left 
inside you, and in the 7 minutes you
experience your entire life over, in a 
kind of dream.. Because in a dream
time is stretched. 

So if this is the case, what if right now
you're in that 7 minutes? How do you 
know if you're alive or just reliving old 
memories?

 
 
 

 

 

 



we think we're make of numbers. percentages, grades, pounds on a scale,
likes on a photo, scores, price tages on clothes. but we're not. we are made
of love, and family and friends. the way our eyes light up when we talk about
something we're really passionate about. we're made of happiness and
warm memories, late nights and past-curfews. jokes, stories,  and dreams.
we have more substance than numbers. 


 


Depression sucks because it is literally so draining
and yet  people still refuse to see it as an actual
illness,  they just dismiss you as being lazy.