dont_deny_loves_freedom

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Joined: December 17, 2011
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New to witty but have always loved it, My life has been pretty messed up for the past year, but these 3 months have been horrible, and witty has helped me. Anyway, I love art, writing, and karate. I am a jr. black belt and the style i take is Shotokan. I'm 13 and I love ONE DIRECTION <3333 Hunger Games and Harry Potter i always follow back. I'm the one in the gray dress. This was taken before my 8th gradesemi formal and the other girl is one of my friends.

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 When I was younger I believed in anything and everything, including true love and that it will come eventually and make me the happiest girl on Earth. I was always a lucky happy child. Then my parents starting fighting more than usual about everything. To the point where my home didn't feel like a home, I spent a lot of my time a way from my family. I made up my mind that true love didn't exist. That it was just an excuse and that it never made you truly happy, just for a little while and then it screwed us all. My parents decided to get a divorce after three years of fighting/hating each other. My dad moved out and I made my best to make the best of everything, I mean, they stopped fighting as much. But this put a lot of stress on me I had a lot of issues and started having a lot of messed up dreams, from all the stress at home, at school, with school, and guys. Then my parents started getting along and starting seeing each other in a way. (even though they were still technically married and in the process of getting the divorce) I was really angry at them, even though I probably should have been happy. But they had put me through all of this already and made me go through it alone. This was all happening in the middle of my own crisis with guys. But now my parents have called of the divorce, my dad has moved back in, and they get along great. And I'm just wondering how long it will last and if it will start again. Mean while, my parents hate the guy I really like. The guy who has made me believe in true love again. They won't let me talk to him, see him, or anything. I don't like lying to my parents. But lets just say we find our ways and have plans for the future, if there is one. I want to believe there is, but my trust in love is shattered at this point, but slowly growing thanks to him. And I'm not sure if I can hold on much longer because it kills me knowing my parents hate him and don't trust him (for good reasons...) but I hold on for him, because I know he loves me. And it hurts a whole lot more thinking that we don't have a future together or anything. and pretending I don't love him.
 But I have mastered putting a smile on my face, hiding my tears, lying  showing no fear, and being supportive to everyone else. Even though I am dying inside. 
...sorry guys, needed to get that off my chest.. didnt realize just how much I wrote... so if you finished... I LOVE YOU.



And the best part about

summer is...



Guys will still check you out when you have no makeup on...




Because you are barely
wearing anyclothes.


 tanktops and short shorts all the way :D
mq nmf

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HE told ME, HE is in love with ME.
No, we arn't dating, yes we act it. But my parents wont allow it. Almost all of my friends are happy for me and love him and think we are adorable.
 But idk if I expressed this enough, HE is in love with ME. And We are determined to find away to make it work.And I am in love with him to.♥

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my best friend got my deepest darkest secret out of me.... and now, i dont even know. And today i lied to my friend and told her they were from a picker bush... i thought they were covered, i swore they were when i left the house, but i guess not.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
yeah, if you havn't guessed it by now i turned to cutting. I just, couldn't take it. I just CAN"T take it.
 

*****
 And HE Told Me He Might Love ME.
<3
he say the sweetest things, makes me feel like a princess, and gives me a reason to stay in this world.
<3

*****

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My Song About 'Him'

Love Story
By:Taylor Swift.
It fits perfectly, I swear I love him. But my Parent won't let us be together. SometimesI wonder if I should give
up. But I just can't. And We plan to
see each other when my parents
can't control me.

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My Theme Song,


Smile by: Avril Lavigne
 

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Me  and  My  Friends
Best Friend 1:Ugg boots and North Face.
Best Friend 2: Ugg boots and North Face.
Best Friend 3: Ugg boots and North Face.
And Then Theres Me: Cambat Styled Boots and a Leather Jacket.
  Awh yeah :D
Screw it, BE ORIGINAL!!!
And what makes me smile is I'm the only girl like that, in my whole school. And everyone doesnt care! so if your scared to show people the real you, who cares! It's you!!! And if they don't like it, You are better off without them.
I LOVE YOU ALL. YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL. And don't let ANYONE tell you you arn't.
<3

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I can LIE and not feel GUILT.

I can CRY without a SOUND.


What  have  I  turned  into  to?

 


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 How do you make your qoutes have a format? I'm really confused on how to do it :(

How do you make your profile page be all fancy to? I honestly dont know what im doing :(

Help? please comment on how to