I
usedtothinkthat hewouldcomeback; I would
wait every single day for
that text
that would say "I messed
up." but
instead,
i received nothing. I'm
giving up on waiting.
Someday, when you
want to talk,
don't count on me
to be there for
you.
me- I'm
Fine, everything is okay. [i
smiled wide while i said it.] him-
No you're not. me- why do you say
that? him- because
that's the most fake smile I have ever
seen.
does he
tell you that you're beautiful? & amazing, and that he
will love you until the end of the world? and
that your smile is gorgeous, & eyes
too. does he say that to
you?
& she
stays up all night thinking what she did
wrong, singing the words to yourfavorite song, drowning in her tears she's held in all
along, &wondering how people think she's
still strong.