dontbeafraidtocry17

hi im 13 years young and obviously here to vent. i just wish thats all the guys in our life were here to hear our cries to watch us vent and be there for us in our time of need.
i know they say life comes with difficulties but what about everything happens for a reason?
so can you explain why he breaks up with me and i feel like sh*t explain to me why i have to put up with all this just  for a stupid reason .
My solution to all my problems now is think what you want but im still gonna be the one with the </3

So, my ex, josh, i still like him. It's one of those things where i know no matter what i do or who I date, I'll always still have some kind of feelings for him. He texted me the other day and we were talking a lot. I miss him so much :( I have a boyfriend though. He's great. KInd of. I know he can treat me better than josh can but he just doesnt treat me the same. My boyfriend doesn't really talk that much over text and I'm so busty with dance field hockey summer job and my summer work for school. So its kinda hard to see him. But, Josh i see him all the time whether i want to or not. I'm not sure if he likes me like that anymore and I know I shouldnt even be thinking about other guys but i am. I don't know what i'm supposed to do. I love both of them.. but i'm not even sure what I want for my self. 


Any suggestions?

There is this boy who was my first kiss, who is tall and handsome, awesome skin and hot body. He is so sweet. the only problem is that my life is a defense mechanism. i am so in love with him and i hurt so badly, i make myself think i am someone else. someone prettier, bigger boobs, someone that he would like. I hate hating myself. i love him so much it hurts me inside- i feel like i am covering a bullet hole with a Band-Aid. I want him to love me, because i cant stop loving him. <3 That's my secret

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ok, so i really like this guy, and i think he likes me too. but, in a way i dont want him to ask me out because im scared to have a boyfriend. i dont know what to do...

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My secret?
I want my boyfriend back. He was everything to me. He helped me through everything.
I love him. Oh thirteen, people think I can't be in love.
But if THIS isn't love, I don't know what love is.
He's the only one who can make me smile when I'm crying.
We can talk for hours.
He's my bestfriend.

Blah. Ventinnngg:/

so i have really big boobs. they're 36 DD and I'm only  14. Everyone thinks its like amazing.. but its not. sometime i wish i could just be flat like everyone else.

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