This is just a big vent
(about my miscarriage)
I'm in so much pain right now. In case you guys didn't
know, I was pregnant. At first, it was really scary. But then I
came to be incredibly happy and blessed. I had finally made
something perfect with my life. I loved my child. Everyday, through
all the pain and tears, everything was worth it. I was happy. Then
it happened. I was walking down the stairs and I tripped. Last
thing I remember was a lot of blood. I woke up in my bed with my
parents next to me. I wasn't living with them at the time, but
I had slipped down the stairs at the library, and so the ambulance
had called my parents. They told me I had a miscarriage and I lost
the baby. I expected to be crying and stuff, but nothing happened.
I still don't believe this is real. It's not possible. It
can't be...
But it is.