dr_pepper_maniac

It was after school today. I went straight to the computer and logged onto facebook. He was online available for chat. So I started talking to him. After a while I said what I told him I was going to talk to him about.

me: I don't have a chance do I??
him: You do have a chance just not as big as the others. sorry.

I dont care just having him finally admit that to me after all of the times he denied it to me and everyone else. :D

And so what if I'm his second choice??? I'm glad that I am a choice. I'd rather be a second choice then not a choice at all! haha then I'd be just like you :)

Over and over I tell myself I'm over you, but deep down I'll never be over you. It's too impossible. It's true we've only shared one kiss. but that means nothing. I'm glad we could share it. Ever body was always following us around. Not wanting me to be with you. but I didn't listen. Being with you was MY choice. I have tried to forget you. but it's just too impossible. I'm haunted by all of those memories. Some nights I lay awake thinking about all those nights we just stared into each others eyes. I remember all the times you hugged me. And I remember all the times you made me cry. I remember how you always felt so awful seeing the tears run down my face and you would say or do anything just to get me to stop. It's true I haven't forgotten you. But that doesn't mean I didn't try.  It's true that it's just too impossible to forget you :)                                    
                                             
I love you forever and always :) :)