dreamer65

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Joined: July 6, 2010
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hey, im fourteen year's young.
I have another witty but this one's for letting everything out on.
goodbye<3


Quotes by dreamer65

Why is it whenever something good comes into my life its taken away? like my heart was so happy for that little while, then something takes it away and the crack gets even bigger. my heart breaks more and more. Like a sidewalk with a small crack, the more its walked on the bigger it gets. im tired of people ruining my happiness. I finally met a good guy, someone who doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, doesn't do drugs. He was going to be a good influence on me. He made me happy, i stopped doing everything, and not even three weeks later his mom freaks out because she knows ive drank before, his sister who's my age starts freaking out at me. im tired of this bullshit. nobody know what my life was like before any of this, how i was gonna change. nobody knows what its like a day in my shoes. why cant i be happy for once? i dont wanna live secret. he told me he would, but how can i do that? how can i pretend me and him aren't together unless were alone. how can i do to myself? i don't know what to do anymore. i should just stop having my hopes up, stop thinking im gonna be happy for once. because thats never going to happen. its always going to be taken away..

what the fuucck happened to jojo?
And then when he looked me in the eye and kissed me, the only person i thought about was you. you and your beautiful face, i guess i really didnt love him, i loved you all along.

Everyday i feel a weight on my shoulders. its like, no matter how hard i try im never good enough for you, im never the perfect girl you want me to be, but mom? did you ever relize the reason im so bad is because you made me this way. i learnt from the best.

I guess you'll never love me like you love her will you? You say im perfect for you but you dont even try to be with me. if you loved me enough living 45 minutes away from each other shouldnt matter. if you really loved me you wouldnt of kissed her in the first place, but i guess thats just how boys are. i guess your all just the same.
im the kind of girl who would rather save up for a dirtbike then a stupid 400 doller gucci purse but im also the kind of girl who needs to have perfect hair and my makeup. i guess if you ever see me, ill be the girl riding a dirtbike with my hair in perfect curls, while wearing a dress.
Secret#13
my best friend and the guy im in the love with has attempted to commit sucide.. i dont know what to do anymore..

Secret#12
i hate when girls say "shut up your a size zero your perfect size", because the truth is im not, i wish i was a bigger size, i wish i had more curves like other girls, but instead im this short skinny girl who will never stand out. if you dont know how i feel dont say anything.

Secret#11
I have a boyfriend, but im still in love with my best guy friend.

Sometimes i wish i was as beautiful as her. i wish i had that long blonde hair and those bright blue eyes. i wish i was tall and skinny with just perfect curves. i wish i had those lips that would make you want to kiss me over and over again.
instead im just me, i have my long black hair, my dark blue eyes, im short and skinny with barely any curves, and my lips are normal. sometimes i wonder if you'll ever try to get me instead. if you tryed hard enough you would up. but i guess we'll never know.