It’s almost been two years.
Please don’t leave me now.
Me: (9:37:23 PM) Your asleep by now which is why I have the courage to say half these things, the other half of the reason is that I just want you to know them whether things work between us or not. I’ve felt it all week that you haven’t been completely there. I know it seems like I don’t make an effort in school, but I wish you could see all the stuff behind the scenes and all the things I say to my girls. I don’t want to loose you, I could say that 394239352 times, and each time I’d mean it. And I don’t want to sound pathetic, but I don’t want to have to say good-bye to all this knowing that I didn’t say what I should have. You make me feel like the most precious thing, and every time you ever told me you loved me, my heart would always jump whether it was through a text or in person. Maybe the reason I’ve held on to you for so long is because your my best friend, you’ve always been there, and you’ve always been open to me. You’ve helped me more than Deanna sometimes, and that says something, cause she and I do and tell almost everything to each other. You told Sarah that when you loved me and it wasn’t fake crap, and you told me you meant it with everything. I won’t question you on that, I never have, and I hope you don’t question me on it, because every time I’ve said it, it had as much meaning in it as it does when you tell your grandma you love her. Where we go from here is completely your choice, and I’ll respect it whether you keep us or not, if anything though, I wish you would have come and talked to me about it, instead of us ending up like this. Im always all ears for you. Sweet dreams or good morning, whenever you readd this.