I'm here to keep my sanity..
<3
The memories that they
once shared
are now just dreadful,
painful thoughts.
They lay deep within her heart
slowly
tearing her apart.
She cries herself to sleep
at night over
the memories that they once shared.
Her head wonders constantly if
for her he ever even
cared.
She says remembering would suffice,
although not everything about him was so
nice.
The memories that they once shared-
now all the photographs are teared.
Although she can't forget his face,
his warm
embrace is fading..
Now she sits there quietly contemplating
the memories that they once shared.
She wakes up to the alarm,
her makeup is still on- and she
can't remember why she set the damn
thing.
Her heart is a machine.
Art is meant to be
seen;
Not felt, not heard.
It's just paint.
They're just words.
And fingers are for feeling,
scabs are for healing,
and blood is for bleeding.
That's just how i used to be..
But now I'm not even good at being me
anymore.