hi, i'm sunny & i won't be on witty for a while.
i really just need a break from everything, witty included.
to saveoursouls, quidditchcaptain, expressionless, confessions_of_a_cutter, cHeeRiNg4LIFE, proveyouwrong, yamigoochi, anch0redships, soccerloverx03x, & all of the other most beautiful & wonderful girls i've ever had the pleasure of meeting;
thank you. ♥ you guys have changed my life for the better. chances are, none of you will see this as you probably lost hope on me ever getting on witty again, but i love you. every single one of you make me smile. you are beautiful & inspirational, & believe me i'll be back, but in the time i won't, please don't forget how much you mean to me & how much i fucking adore you. C': ♥ you're perfect & no one can ever say anything to make me think differently.
goodbye :) ♥
i'm sorry i have to go now. family lunch haha (:
i love you angel ♥
i'm really really going to try just ignoring all this.
& you too, okay♥ you give amazing advice, but i feel like you don't take it yourself. just stop for a second and smile. you're beautiful & amazing & i honestly don't know what i would do without you. you shouldn't hate yourself. you're perfect.♥
but firstly, some who i thought was my friend is trying to, for lack of a better word "steal" my boyfriend. & even though me and him talked about it, he still flirts back with her and it hurts you know. & theres just a whole lot of going on right now with him other than that.
& then theres my ex. i don't even want to talk about it. but i feel like i am the biggest b i t c h ever.
& last night, we were staying at my grandparents & my dad got like super drunk. & i know its nothing to complain about, & there are much worse dads of course. i love my dad, but he *promised* that he wouldn't drink that much ever again. & he promised that out of five weeks of every month, he would only drink for one week or on special days. & he scared the out of my grandparents who are really old & sick right now (they're the whole reason we moved to india) & i feel so bad for them.
& i don't know how to say this, but i have never felt uglier or worse about myself than the last few weeks. i can't look in the mirror anymore. i don't like anything i see. or anything about me and my personality in general.
i'm sorry. i know its all basic and stupid stuff. but the emotions it brings, its insane. /:
& idk if i ever told you, but i literally don't cry. i feel horrible, but the tears neverever come. its wierd, but it just makes me feel worse. like built up emotions. /:
i dont know. i'm just really tired of everything right now.
i'm sorry i haven't been on in forever.
i've got so much bullshit going on right now, my head is spinning trying to name all of it.
&witty these days.. god help it. /:
i'm too tired to check my comments these days too. i'm very sorry. < / 3
you're honestly one of the *only* people i get on witty for. i love you so much, adrienne.♥ :')
hows life? ♥
the special ones get to live (:
ILOVEHIM.♥ eminem is like my life of lifes. ♥
my dad met him :o ♥
YOUR NAME :O i love harry potter♥
sorry i did post a quote, but i really wasn't feeling well. i didn't even check my comments :(
hi(:
imissyou(:
okay.. now i'm veryveryvery sorry for the year&abillionmoredays late reply, but I had midterms & bullshit drama. :(
I love you so much. & I miss talking to you & planning our beast lemonade stand (: ♥
forgiven? ♥
honestly, you're the reason I'm holding back from cutting.
you inspire me. & you don't know how much you've helped me.
I don't think its even humanly possible for someone to hate me more than I hate myself. I honestly don't think I even deserve to breathe.
But you make me feel like I can get through this, no matter how bad it is.
I love you so much, adrienne. Please stay forever? I've always got your back.
♥