dylan_

Status: ok thats nice buddha
Joined: January 22, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 266690
Location: Ohio
Gender: M
More aware than ever that I might never be calm again.

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dylan_ 1 decade ago to wh0needstoknow
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I really want to explain but at the same time I really do not because I don't want to relapse. I also do not want you to hate me because if I was close with you and you helped me then that meant that I cared about you a lot and appreciated you a lot and I just really am not sure I can handle thinking about how I am for this again. I'm really sorry that you are angry or feel lied to, etc. I was extremely stupid about the whole thing.
Listen, I was so close to killing myself and part of it was because of this. It's funny because the whole thing was supposed to help me but it didn't at all and I still feel like a horrible person because of it. I have tried to recover truthfully and it has helped a lot more than I even thought this would. I've deleted everything else and I tried to get Steve to delete the account on here too. I really just want to put it behind me but I am more than willing to give you a more detailed explanation considering that I was close with you and I trusted you a lot (I am assuming this is Savannah just because you logged on your actual account around the same time as this). I really HATE talking about it but I don't want this to go on explained. However, I would really like to talk about it somewhere more private because I don't really want a multitude of preteen girls hating me. If that wouldn't be too much.
I know this isn't the response that you wanted to get and I'm honestly so sorry.
I hope you see this soon, it hasn't been that long since you left the comment.
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wh0needstoknow 1 decade ago to wh0needstoknow
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Hi, um I wasn't actually expecting a comment back wow I need to breathe.
It would be really nice to talk to you again and just, y'know, get everything settled and talked about and answered and yeah.
Because... there are things that I need to discuss with you too. You're not alone, you're not the only one, and I am literally shaking while typing this this is stupid hahaha I am such a loser.
You think you've hurt me, but I honestly feel like I've hurt you way more that you don't even know.
But yeah, I would really like to hear from you again and straighten things out, so send me an email on here:

diismantle.repair@gmail.com
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to Legittlyinsane
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me too omg
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to jeanasmyname
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Thanks haha.
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to iwishyouwerehere
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Don't hate everyone :c
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xiSeeStarsx3
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HIIIIIII
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to iheartyou_xxx
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thanks c:
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to chloeelizabethlovesyou
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haha its no problem
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to Meika23
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Thanks c:
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to MaggiieBear
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thanks i like my face too ;p
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to jeanasmyname
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:c
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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yeah hopefully lmfao
i think so though cuz im pretty sure we werent like
loud. omg
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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he claimed to have heard us lmfao
but no i told a girl on here cuz she was interrogating me about it and she talks to him so
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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lmfao
cuz shes his little sister idk
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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stephanie XD LOL
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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cuz...i slept with her...lol.
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to WokeUpStillKing
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uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sure
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to WokeUpStillKing
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hey
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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hahaha except 99.9% sure he hates me
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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omfgi should cuz nicks not going either
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dylan_ 1 decade ago to xblueeyesx0
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but i hate 90% of my class
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