eatmyheart

you know what makes me sad?

  -people eat meat like it's normal, but an animal died for it and 1 pound meat costs us 11 pounds of weat
-in china people who don't pay there taxes sometimes dissapear in large numbers and suddenly there are a lot of organs donated
-Iceland was the first who was in crises and got out of it by punishing the banks instead of the normal people but you never see it in newspapres because we protect our ceo's
-for every kilogram of shrimps, there are 42 kilogram of other sea creatures fished up and trown back dead into the ocean
-politicans can promise what they want without really having to do those things
-lots of "religions" isolate fragile people from their family and friends so they are dependent and pay money
-every three seconds a child in Africa dies because of honger, while we trow away food to keep the prices high
-everybody knows about global warming but most people don't do anything to change it
-avatar costed more than curiosity. pretending to go to another world is worth more money than .. going to another world

and none of this will end because of cristmas...

Make the world stop right here.
Make everything stop and stand still
and never move again.

I want something to kill me now
to kill me slow
to kill me kind

You see a little stranger in your mirror
The girl you never knew is what you fear

and I wonder where therse dreams go 
when the world gets in the way

I was never really ever there at all

Now your world is way too fast
Nothing's real and nothing lasts

Don't judge me by my weaknesses, forget all my mistakes.
I don't want to be remembered as the girl whose smiles are fake.
So don't tell me that you understand, you don't feel my pain.
because you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains.
Don't tell me that I'm beautiful, I don't believe your lies.
I don't want to be remembered as the girl with blue pained eyes.
Ever since November, nothing else has been the same.
you just don't know me, you don't wear my chains.
Don't expect me to get better, because I'm finally giving in.
My arms are already tired, my defense is growing thin.
I don't want to be remembered as the girl who went insane.
I'll just sit here in my darkness, yanking on my chain