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The reason I have trust issues with guys is because of what a guy that I have know since KINDERGARTEN did to me. In 5th grade, Jeremy switched schools and we didn't see each other or talk much. When he got a Facebook, we started talking. He said he wanted to hang out so he me gave his number, it didn't work and I told him. So he gave me another fake one. I walked over to his house and told him and all he said was "OK." Soon I found out that all he wanted to do was make out with me and was talking about me behind my back to my friend Tyler. When I asked him what his problem was, he said, "Sorry, I only talk to humans." That killed me. For all he knew, I could have been suicidal (I'm not) and that could have pushed me over the edge and forced me to kill myself. I hope he realizes what he could have casued.

just a vent

When I finally get to hang out with my old best friend, Haydon, I'm going to tell him what my ex did. How my ex hurt me. Then I'm going to start crying, show him the tattoo of a red tear I'll put on before he comes over, and show him the scars on my hand. The scars my ex caused. I just hope he helps me instead of walking away again. I won't be able to stand it if he's out of my life again. I won't be able to breathe right. I just want him to help me.

Just because I don't start the conversation, doesn't mean I'm not dying to speak to you.

nmq

A girl can be your best friend, girlfriend, worst enemy, or the best thing that’s happened to you. It just depends on how YOU treat her.

nmq

If you find a girl willing to go through Hell just to keep your relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.

nmq

If you want me, show me.
If you need me, tell me.
If you have me, show me off.
If I'm worth it, fight for me.

nmq
 

Fact:
People with brown/hazel eyes are the most fun and happy. They kiss the best & love when not wanted; they always end up falling for people they haven't known long.They are the most hyper and crazy people, you can't do better than them. Repost if you have brown/hazel eyes.

it all makes sense now! lolz nmq

My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 15: Ariel Returns
 
                We stayed in Forks for two more days, and when we finally got home, I went to my forest. I was admiring my flowers when I felt the presence of a vampire. I turned slowly expecting to see Victoria. Where are the wolves when you need them? I thought, annoyed. But when I turned around, I saw a huge surprise. It was Ariel standing there, not Victoria. I stood there for about three seconds before breaking into a sprint to hug her. She wrapped he stone arms around me and sat down. “How are you alive, Bella?” she questioned. I looked at her confused. “What do you mean how am I alive?” I asked. “I had a vision and I saw you jump off a cliff. You were drowning and the water was forcing you down! I didn’t see anybody else there! The only weird thing is that you were smiling like a lunatic! Why would you try to commit suicide? What about your family and friends? What about S-“ I cut her off before she could say his name. “I didn’t try to kill myself Ariel. I was cliff jumping with a friend. He was able to pull me out. I don’t know why I smiled so don’t ask. I guess your vision ended before Jer saved me.” I shrugged. “Who is Jer?” she asked suspiciously. “Jeremiah? He’s one of my best friends. I don’t have feelings for him that way, but I have no clue if he feels that way about me or not.” Her nose scrunched up when we heard a voice yell franticly, “Bella where are you?!” “By the flowers Jer!” I yelled back. Ariel stood up and placed herself in front of me protectively. I was confused at first but then I understood. Jeremiah was the enemy because he was a wolf. Jeremiah came into view and saw us standing together. “What’s going on Bella? Who is this?” he asked angrily. “This is Ariel, Seth’s sister. She’s my friend.” I told him calmly. “If she’s really your friend, then why is the redhead bloodsucker coming after you because of them? Huh?” he yelled. “Victoria is here?” Ariel said coldly. “Yeah. She’s been trying to kill me and the wolves have been chasing her off. No biggie.” I said. “No biggie? Bella this is serious! You should have told me this right away!” she said. She suddenly blanked out and looked at her with wide eyes as she had a vision. “By the way Bella, when I was at your house someone called and asked for your Mom. I told her she was at a funeral. That is where she is right?” he asked. “Yeah, one of her friends died. Who was it on the phone?” “I have no clue. When I told them, their end of the line disconnected or something. Then I came here.” “Weird.” I muttered. Just then, Ariel gasped. “NO! He can’t do this!” she said as she started panicking. “What happened? Ariel, what did you see?” I asked getting closer to her. “Rachel told Seth why I came to see your family. Then he called your house but the Mutt answered and told him what he just told you. Seth thinks you’re dead and is going to the Volturi to die as well.” She said. “NO! HE CAN’T KILL HIMSELF! IS HE CRAZY? WHAT IS HE THINKING?!”  I screamed. We made the plans to go to Italy to save him. I ran home and told my family a random story that they reluctantly accepted. Once I was packed we headed to the airport where my private yet was waiting to take us to Italy. Where I would save the love of my life from death.

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My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 14: La Push
 
                I woke up screaming at three in the morning. I’d had a nightmare that Victoria had killed all my family and friends, including the Pierce’s. The only person left to defend me was Jeremiah. I screamed as she killed him. That was what woke me up. I heard several pairs of feet running up the stairs, and my door flew open. Taylor S was the first to get to me and wrap her arms around me. “What happened baby girl?” she asked. “I had a nightmare.” “About?” Colton urged. I certainly couldn’t tell them it was about a sadistic vampire wanting revenge. They would lock me up in an asylum for sure. “Someone hurt Jer and made me watch it happen.” I lied. They all told me that he was safe at his house and nobody was hurting him. Slowly, everyone but Taylor S left the room. “Do you want me to stay with you and keep the nightmares away?” she whispered. I nodded and she began singing “Safe and Sound” until I fell asleep. The next morning was hectic as we all ran around the house packing. Jer had finally answered the phone after the tenth time I called. “Yeah, I’m almost done packing. I’ll be there in a few.” He promised before he hung up. Since my tour had been canceled due to my mood, I had been doing CD signings to make it up to my fans. I had promised that my tour would be soon. I only had one signing left, and it was in my favorite town. No, not New York City, but Forks, Washington. I always saved it for last so I had more time there. I loved going down to the La Push cliffs because they were so beautiful. I had jumped off them once, and was planning to again. I had already talked Jer into it. I hadn’t seen or heard Seth in weeks, and it was driving me crazy.
            After the signing, Jeremiah and I were dropped off at the cliffs. My family would be in town. We didn’t have service on the cliffs, so we left our phones in the car. When we got to the top, I turned to the edge. “You ready Jer? It’s really fun!” I said. “Bella, maybe we shouldn’t.” he said. I wasn’t listening. As I edged closer to the drop off, Seth growled. “Bella! Don’t you dare do this!” I smiled as I thought, Why not? “Because you’ll get yourself killed!” I’m sorry, Seth. It’s the only way I can see and hear you! With that, I jumped before Jer could grab me. After I plunged into the icy water, I came back up and beamed at Jer. “Come on! Don’t be such a-“ I was cut off as a wave pushed me underwater. I desperately tried to get back to the surface for a breath, but the water wouldn’t allow it. As I was fighting the water, I saw something red swimming towards me. As I thrashed around, the water pushed me hard against the cliff, and I hit my head. Seth appeared in front of me. At least the last face I get to see before I drown is the face I want to see the most, I thought. I love you, Seth. Goodbye. The next thing I felt was a warm hand pushing against my chest, and I smiled thinking it was Seth. “Come on Bella! Wake up! Wake up! Please don’t die on me!” Jer’s frantic voice yelled. I opened my eyes and saw his face. Then I sat up and threw up gallons of salt water as he rubbed my back. When I was done he frowned at me. “You’re an idiot! You know that right? I told you it was starting to storm and that it wasn’t safe to jump. But you jumped anyway!” he scolded. “I didn’t hear you. I’m so sorry Jeremiah. But if my family asks, we were swimming and a wave knocked me down. Got it?” “Got it.” He smiled. He put me on his back as we trudged through the rain towards town.

soory its late guys! i havent had any time to write because i was working then went on vacation! posting both of my new chapters tonight. hope you like them! Feedback? :)