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Last night i had a dream about my old best friend who i miss. his name is Haydon. (btw: its my friends around the table)
it was brief: it was the beginning of the new year and were were all at lunch picking new seats. Haydon was at the table and the last available seat was next 2 him. i sat down and we started talking but idk wat about. i think we started fighting and he said something like: "Why did you start avoiding me?" and i said: "Why did you stop talking to me?" and he whispered: "I don't know." and then i started crying

im surprised i didnt wake up crying. i just miss him so much </3

I think my dog thinks he's a lion. All he does is sleep, eat, scratch, and go to the bathroom. When he lays down, he does it like a lion. Just plops down on the floor with a little thud. I don't know where I went wrong raising him. lol my dog has issues(:

My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 13: Confessions
 
                When we got back to the Res, I saw Charlotte and Amelia (Nathan’s imprint) waiting for us. When I got off of Jeremiah’s back, Charlotte ran up and hugged me. “Bella I was so worried about you! I can’t believe a vampire is coming after you and another one almost killed you today! At least you don’t have a bite mark.” She said. I frowned when she said that. I had never shown her the scar from James because I didn’t want her to worry. “Charlotte, I do have a bite mark. Not from Laurent, but from James. Those two weeks I was in Tennessee is when he bit me.” I said showing her my wrist. I then explained why Victoria had sent Laurent to see me. After that all the wolves came back, and Jake went to Charlotte’s side and kissed her. I looked away fighting tears because that’s what Seth would’ve done. Quention came up to me and said, “Pretty freaky huh? Having your best friend dating a werewolf?” he asked. “No, I’m fine with it. They obviously…love each other.” It was hard for me to say ‘love.’  “So you know about the imprinting?” he asked. “WHAT?! He imprinted on her?” I screamed. I saw the look on Charlotte’s face. It was a mixture of guilt and fury. “I guess I wasn’t supposed to tell you that.” Quention whispered. “Charlotte, when did this happen?” I asked. “Well, uh, this is a really funny story.” She said as she moved behind Jake. He moved out of the way and phased, then ran off into the woods. “Thanks Jake! It happened the day you were almost crushed by the van. That’s why we weren’t at school. Well I was sick and he left early with my homework. Then he imprinted on me.” She said smiling. I smiled for a second but then had flashbacks of the times Seth took care of me when I was sick. I dropped down to ground and wrapped my arms around myself. I started crying, and Jeremiah tried to figure out a way to comfort me. “What’s wrong with her?” Winston asked. Nathan started telling Winston what was going on. Jeremiah had picked me up and put me on his lap. “Shh. Bella it’s OK. The redhead isn’t going to hurt you. We won’t let her.” He continued rocking me back and forth and rubbing my back. Eventually, he started singing the weird song we wrote when we were little. The rest of the day consisted of racing. At one point, I was on Jer’s back and we were racing Nathan and Jake. We came in first place and I laughed as I saw Jake pouting as a huge gold-ish brown wolf. Later Jer took me to his house and we watched comedy movies. I fell asleep at midnight and Jeremiah carried me home. I heard Taylor L open the door and laugh because I was in Jer’s old sweats as pajamas. They carried me up to my room and I woke up. They kissed my forehead and left. I fell asleep again knowing Victoria was somewhere, hunting me.

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What "Friends" taught me:
Phoebe taught me that it's OK to be a little crazy
Rachel taught me it's OK to be a little materialistic as long as I'm a good person
Monica taught me it's OK to control specific details of my life
Ross taught me it's OK to embrace my inner nerd
Joey taught me it's OK to show my sensitive side
Chandler taught me it's OK to laugh at myself
As a whole, they taught me that all these little things combine to make one big, beautiful thing.

My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 12: Laurent is Back
 
                I woke up the next morning after I had a dream about the Pierce’s. They were in my forest waiting for me. Seth wanted to apologize and beg me to take him back. It was all so real. I found myself rushing to get ready and running out the door. When I got to the forest it was empty. I checked all the good trees, the tree house, and the underground tunnel I had built for emergencies. Those emergencies consisted of hiding from my family. The place was deserted. I went back to the patch of wildflowers and collapsed. Then I felt a familiar feeling. The feeling of a vampire. I looked up hoping to see Jared, Keith, Leana, Ariel, or even Rachel. Instead, I saw Laurent standing on the other side of the forest. “Hello, Bella. I didn’t think I’d find you here.” He crooned. “W-what are you doing here?” I stammered. “I came here for two reasons. First, to see the Pierce’s, and second, to see if they are still protecting you. The second was a favor to Victoria. She wants to kill you because Seth killed James. She thinks it’s only fair. An eye for an eye, a mate for a mate. Now, why are you in the forest alone?” he asked. I sat there contemplating everything he had just said. Victoria was hunting me, and was going to kill me. “This is my forest.” I said with confidence. “Ah, I see. It seems like the Pierce’s have left. That’s strange that they didn’t take you with them. Do you still see them?” he asked. Suddenly, I saw and heard Seth. “Lie, tell him we come every so often.” He ordered. “Yeah, they come and see me once a month.” I answered. “When I went to the house, there was no trace of them being there.” He said confused. “They don’t go to the house anymore. They just come and see me. They left last week again.” I lied. “I understand. Victoria won’t be happy with me for doing this.” He muttered. "Doing what?!” I demanded. “Killing you. It’s nothing personal, Bella. I just can’t help myself. I haven’t hunted and you smell so appetizing.” He explained. “Threaten him. Tell him we’d kill him if he killed you.” Seth growled. “They would know it was you who killed me. They would kill you in vengeance.” I told him. “But would they care? Honestly, you must not mean that much to them if they left you without protection.” He began. I have protection. I thought to myself. “You should be thanking me. Victoria plans on taking months, even years to slowly kill you. You will only feel a slight pinch if I do it. Take your pick.” I thought it over and came to my decision. I nodded for him to kill me. As he was getting ready I said, “Seth I love you.” Then we heard it. The growling of five huge wolves. Then they came into sight. The russet brown wolf broke from the line and came to stand behind me. “You thought I had no protection, Laurent? You thought wrong.” I whispered. The other four wolves charged after the vampire as Jeremiah wrapped himself around me. When the others were gone, Jer motioned for me to get on his back. With a running start, I climbed up.  Then we headed back to the Res.

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My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 11: Panic Attack
 
                I sat on the ground frozen with fear. I noticed Nathan, the alpha, staring at me. “Go get your four wheeler from Jake’s garage and go home, Bella. I’ll come get you later.” I got up dazed. Instead of heading to Jake’s, I ran into the forest. I climbed up a tree and wrapped my arms around myself. I couldn’t handle all of this at once. First, the love of my life leaves, then I find out my best friend is a werewolf! At that moment, I realized my mistake. I had thought Seth’s name over and over yesterday. I never did that, I didn’t allow myself to do that. I sat on the branch trying to breathe. I started dry heaving. After two minutes of that, I started breathing normally again. “Bella? Where are you?” Jason asked. I’d always liked Jason; he’d always been nice to me. But now I know what he is. “Get down here, Bella. I’m not kidding. Do I have to climb up there and get you?” he asked. “Who do you think you are? My father?” I challenged. He stood there glowering at me, so I finally gave in and climbed down. When I was on the ground, he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. “Put me down! Put me down! I swear I will hit you with a crowbar!” I screamed. I saw a branch within my reach and grabbed it. “Let go of the branch, Bella!” Jason screamed. “I will when you let go of me.” I yelled. He had his hands on my waist trying to pull me off the branch. Eventually, he sighed and just pulled my hands off the branch. I screamed in pain when the branch sliced my palm. Jason finally put me down when we got back to everyone else. Jeremiah saw my hand and lost it. He started screaming and throwing things. After a while, he calmed down and looked at my hand. “Can someone get me a first aid kit?” he whispered. “NO! No first aid kit! You’re going to spray that stuff that stings on my hand! NO!!” I screamed. He just picked me up and sat me in his lap after he sat down. Quention handed Jer the first aid kit. He got out the anesthetic and grabbed my hand. He sprayed my hand and I screamed. “OW! That hurt you jerk face! I’m going to kill you for that.” I threatened. Jeremiah just laughed as he wrapped my hand. “Heard those threats before, Bella. You never follow through with them.” He laughed. I decided to go home after that. When I got into the garage, Nikki and Kristen were waiting for me. “Forget something?” Kristen said, holding up my helmet. “You know that you’re always supposed to wear it when you go riding. You could have been killed! What were you thinking young lady?” she asked. “I thought Jer was in trouble.” I said. “Fine. This time, you’re off the hook.” She said. “But next time you-“ “What happened to your hand?!” Nikki yelled, cutting Kristen off. She ran over to me and grabbed my hand. She noticed when I winced. “Isabella Nicole Fortune, what happened?” she demanded. “I was climbing a tree with Jer and I scraped my hand on a branch.” I answered. I went up to bed and curled into a ball, waiting for the nightmares to come.

My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 10: Broken
 
I had locked myself in my room five days ago. Whenever someone came in my room, I screamed and threw things at them. They finally got the message to leave me alone. Right now, I’m lying on my bed crying my eyes out. I can’t believe Seth left. He told me he loved more than anything yesterday, and today he told me he didn’t want me anymore. I just don’t get it! We were literally made for each other, I’m his singer. He had to do his best not to kill me every day, but stayed with me, saved my life twice, and loved me. “He’s gone. He’s gone.” I whispered over and over. There was a knock at the door. “Go away!!” I screamed, my voice broke. “Bella, please let me come in.” It was Jeremiah in the hall. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing Seth’s old clothes, my hair was a mess, and my face was red with black smudges. I opened the door slowly. I saw Robert sigh in relief at the stairs. He knew I would talk to Jeremiah. Jer had been there since the beginning, he was my best friend. Jer came in and sat on the bed. He opened his arms and I ran into them and cried. He rocked me back and forth and I felt warm tears falling on my head. I looked up and he was crying. “Why…are you…crying?” I asked between sobs. “Because I hate seeing you in this much pain. I knew you would get hurt in the end. That’s what always happens to you. I swear if I ever see him, I’ll-“ I cut him off. “Stop! If he comes back you will do nothing! It would just hurt me more. I still love him, even if he doesn’t love me anymore.” I whimpered. “I’m sorry, Bella. I can’t promise that I won’t talk to him though. I will help you get through this.” He promised. “Starting tomorrow. I need a little more time alone.” He left after that. My family tried to get me to get rid of all of Seth’s clothes, and all my pictures and memories of him, but I refused to cut him out of my life. I knew he would come back, that he still loved me, and that all of this was just temporary. He would come back, and I knew it. I don’t care if my family thinks I’m crazy. The next few hours consisted of crying and movies. The only songs I listened to were “Last Kiss” and “Haunted” by Taylor Swift. I went to bed at three in the morning. When I woke up I ate, got ready, and waited. I would be with Jer today. He had been acting weird lately, and I think I know why. I went to his house early and found a note from his friends. Meet us in Wakefield at eight. Bring Bella if you want, but she has to stay in the house. Charlotte’s boyfriend Jake lives in Wakefield. He’s a werewolf and Jeremiah is hanging out with him. I only know that he’s a werewolf because Seth told me. I ran home and got my four wheeler. I rode to the Reservation. Jeremiah was already there. “I thought we were hanging out today! You know, to make me forget what happened!” I screamed. One of the big ones, I think his name is Winston, growled at me and said to go away. He then pushed me towards the entrance. I turned around and smacked him. He started shaking. I knew what was happening. I ran twenty feet away as he phased. He charged toward me as a russet brown wolf attacked him. I saw the wolf’s blue eyes and knew it was Jeremiah. For the first time in my life, I started to believe that all the fairytales were true.

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My Twilight Love Story
Chapter 9: The End and the Beginning
 
                At the edge of the trees, I froze. Cayden was screaming again. I broke into a sprint with tears streaming down my face. I stopped when I tripped over something. I looked and it was a stereo playing a tape full of Cayden’s screams. I heard laughter and looked everywhere but couldn’t find the source. Then James was in front of me. “Bella,” he crooned. “I didn’t want to trick you, but it was necessary. But it’s better that your nephew wasn’t involved.” I was frozen, not with fear, but with anger. If I hadn’t fallen for this, Ariel and Jared would be protecting me right now. He had gotten distracted somehow, and I took my chance. I took off running, only to find him in front of me. He slammed his hand into me and I hit a rock head first. I felt something wet on my head. When I brought my hand down, it was coated in blood. I was hoping that Seth had enough common sense to never come after James after he killed me. I knew he had video cameras set up to capture his glory, and to torture Seth and his family with. Knowing I couldn’t move, he went to check the cameras. I dreamed that I could make it out of this. I could hear the words from Jared’s mouth as he gave me a death look. “I told you to never listen to anyone on the phone you didn’t recognize! I guess I’m not surprised you didn’t listen!” I almost smiled at the thought of being yelled at. My moment was interrupted with searing pain. James had broken my leg. In the next second, he was off me. I was in warm arms. “Bella, I’m so sorry. Nothing will ever hurt you again.” Seth promised. He was jumping to a tree when James grabbed him. I got thrown from his arms and into a thorn bush. I rolled out of it groaning in pain. I pulled a piece of wood out of my leg. The gash in my leg was terrible. Seth had been thrown into a tree. The sun was rising now and they both were faintly glittering. James was hovering over me as Seth watched in horror. His sharp, poisonous teeth cut into my left wrist. It was the most painful thing I had ever felt. It didn’t last long, so I must me dead. But I wasn’t because I still felt pain. I was faintly aware of Seth trying to kill James. Ariel was at my side, while Charles was pulling Seth off James. Jared and Keith were killing James. I smelled the fire. I couldn’t understand what was happening. I was only aware of the pain in my wrist fading away. I woke up in the hospital. I don’t remember anything. “Bella! I was so worried about you! Are you alright sweetie?” my Mom asked. “Mom? Yeah, I’m fine. Everything hurts though. What happened?” “The boys were taking you hiking and you tripped and rolled down a hill. You lost a lot of blood. Seth’s dad fixed you up pretty well before you came here.” My mom started crying, and I hated when I saw her cry. When she stopped I asked, “Where’s Seth? And the rest of our families?” “He’s asleep on the couch. He never leaves. Both of the families are in the waiting rooms. They’ll be up in a little while. I’m going to let you rest for a bit.” She kissed my head and left. Seth opened his eyes and looked at me in pain. I tried to get out of the bed to comfort him, but he was there pushing me back down. “Why are you in pain? I’m the one with broken bones.” I cried. “Because this wouldn’t have happened if we would have done things differently. If we wouldn’t have gotten mixed up, we would have had him.” He said in disgust. He smiled and said, “The important thing is that you’re not dead. Just severely bruised. And broken. But you will get better. The only this is that your old bruises are a lot worse and will take a few more years to go away. Jared wants to talk to you now. I’ll be in the cafeteria.” He left as Jared walked in. “You wanted to talk to me?” I said as I put my little girl face on. He still looked like he was going to kill me, so I hid my face in my blankets. “You know you’re in trouble Bella.” He said as he pulled the blankets from my face. “What you did was the stupidest thing I’ve ever seen. You’re my little sister now and the thought of you with James killed me.” I’d never seen him in so much pain. “I’m sorry Jared. I didn’t mean to do that to anyone, but he tricked me. He made me think he had Cayden. I can’t let anything happen to him. The day he was born I vowed that I would give my life for him if I had to.” We talked for a while, and I talked with everyone else from my families. I was in the hospital for five days. I finally got to go home and tell me story a thousand times. As I looked into Seth’s eyes while dancing on his toes, I finally saw my new life beginning.
 
~End of Part 1~

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