ekrouan96

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Joined: May 14, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 174285
Location: Ohio
Gender: F

  

                                                                                                                                                                                            

HI! Welcome to my page, you beautiful person!:D So my name is Emily! I'm 16, and a junior! Music is my life, I could not survive without it!
Imagine Dragons, The Perishers, Mayday Parade, One Less Reason, Arrows to Athens, Ron Pope, Augustana, Lenka, He is We, The Click Five, The Summer Set.
I love books, macaroni salad, bubbles, crime shows
Shakespeare, boat names
and lsmithh22<3
I'm currently a recovering abuse victim.
Because of my abuse I suffered from anxiey, self worth issues, depression, cutting, and suicide.
With time, support and love, I'm starting to move past it.


I still try to find a postive outlook on everything. And I dont care how mean you are to me, I will never be a jerk to you. It's a strength and a weakness. My boyfriend John is very important to me; he's always there for me and he makes me laugh in a way I haven't in a long time. I don't love him yet, but I may one day. Wanna talk? Ask for my number! I'd be glad to chat(:
 My friend introduced me to this side and I love it. Life is hard. It's people like you who make it easier<3 Thank you.
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Quotes by ekrouan96

I  want to join your hardcore band 
but my mom wants to talk to your mom first. 


Todawhehthought

I was sleeping,

he kissed my forehead.
 
We wished our two souls might return 
like gulls to the rock.
In the end,
the water was too cold for us.
day 9- first impression on the guy you like now
day 10- last time you cried
day 11- thing closest to your heart
day 12- when you hear this song you cry
day 13- place wanna visit really badly
day 14- favorite book
day 15- favorite animal
day 16- favorite show
day 17- last time someone hurt you
day 18- the story behind your life
day 19- person who scares you the most
day 20- last major injury
day 21- favorite youtube video
day 22- phone type
day 23- biggest confection
day 24- last break up
day 25- last heart break
day 26- the day you regret the most
day 27- first friend
day 28- favorite drink
day 29- a letter to someone in your family
day 30- a letter to a friend

The thing closest to my heart is other people. I hate when I see suffering of any kind. I want the world to be a better place.


The pain in my heart is hard to bare.

Each pound reverberates throughout my body, sending waves of agony to all corners, 

paralyzing me.

You promised you would always be here, to protect me, to care for me, to make the suffering of life stop. 

But you can't stop it this time love. You are the pain cascading around me, drowning me, suffocating me. 

It's your words written upon my heart,
your face seared into my memory.
There's so much you can accomplish when you don't sleep..
day 9- first impression on the guy you like now
day 10- last time you cried
day 11- thing closest to your heart
day 12- when you hear this song you cry
day 13- place wanna visit really badly
day 14- favorite book
day 15- favorite animal
day 16- favorite show
day 17- last time someone hurt you
day 18- the story behind your life
day 19- person who scares you the most
day 20- last major injury
day 21- favorite youtube video
day 22- phone type
day 23- biggest confection
day 24- last break up
day 25- last heart break
day 26- the day you regret the most
day 27- first friend
day 28- favorite drink
day 29- a letter to someone in your family
day 30- a letter to a friend

The last time I cried was about a week ago. I was really depressed and just felt hopeless. 
Wall carry these things
inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors, they drown us out at sea. 
I got really depressed last night and canceled my plans with my boyfriend.


He knows why, but he was still upset. Complaining about how he was all alone with nobody to hang out with. I sat in my room and cried myself to sleep while fighting against getting up, walking across my room and grabbing my blades. Who do you think had the worse night? And he had the audacity to complain about being alone on a Friday night. Well guess what? So was I. More alone then him. 


Me *does 10 crunches*
Me: Where are my abs?