elizabethh0007
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Yo Bitches. Here is the basics. The name Is Elizabeth Westcott. I’m 15. My birthday is December 25. Yes on Christmas. Do I like it? Hell no. I’m a freshman in high school I love it.
Time to get a little deeper. Me and my mom have a horrible relationship. We fight constantly. We have been through a ton of shit together in the past 3 months. She found out I cut myself, I ripped my whole family apart even more. Me and my mom aren’t close and I don’t want to be I cant stand her. My dad is amazing but he can be a total ass hole, plus I never get to see him hes either sleeping at work or outback in the garage. My brother is a total goodie two shoes I can’t tell him anything, or he’ll tell my mom and then I’ll get shit from her. I cant stand my family I cant wait to get out of the house.
I hate my life im not happy at all. I haven’t been in a long long time the only thing that made me happy before was my friends and him<3. But he broke up with me and im either loosing all my closet friends or they are starting to annoy the hell out of me. I only have one best friend at the moment and tbh I feel like we are drifting apart I hate it. She is the only reason I get through life. But I don’t know what is happening between us.
I had this amazing guy we were perfect together I was so happy for them 2 months, I gave him my all I did anything he asked me to. I fell head over heels for him and then he stopped liking me and broke up with me I was crushed and cried for weeks. I still cry and its been 2 months? I cant look at him without my eyes getting all teary. I want him back. Words cant describe how I feel about him, and how amazing he was, when we were together it was amazing he did the cutest shit but I could never type all of the stuff its to much and I cant put it into words. I love him and I need him.
One of my “best friends” annoys the fuck out of me, she flirts with him mad hard and says he is her “best friend”. She knows how I feel about him and it pisses me the fuck off she talks about him all the time and brings up his name constantly. And she might do it on purpose idk but she is a horrible friend I don’t even know why im still friends with her I should’ve dropped her a while ago. She wont let me go through there conversations there is definitely something she is hiding. And if they ever go out or even kiss or anything I will punch that bitch in the face and fuck her up, cause I dont even care if I loose our friendship. Shes a fake ass bitch anyway. She tries to be cool all the time when she is the farthest thing away from “cool” she cares to much about what others think and everyone gets annoyed with her. Shes even called me a slut because I hook up with guys and talk to like 10 different guys at once.. And by “hook up” she means kiss. She just jealous she cant get a guy. And hasn’t had a real boyfriend before. Shes gonna know this is about her but hopefully it will make her change. (and ill feel like a bitch but whatever just venting)
My friend crysta is an amazing friend I think she is the only true friend I have. She has been through hell with me she has stuck around me through the worst of my times. I have no idea if id even be here without her. She is the only thing in my life that im happy with. i never get to see her anymore and I hate it I wish we hungout more because I don’t wanna loose her. We are a like in every single way. We even have the same guy problems. We both love a douche. I love her with all my heart. My home Jack<3
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I cut myself for a TON of reasons, I starve myself, unless I get cravings then I will pig out. I throw up when I eat at home, I hide it though no one knows. I think im ugly as fuck and I cry every single day cause of it. I think im fucking huge even though you can see my ribs. I hate everything about myself.
I don’t judge anyone. Im nice to every single person unless you piss me off then im a complete bitch. I’m awkward to be around if I just met you or if im not used to you yet. I look like the quitest and depressed person in the world when you first meet me but when I get used to you I don’t shut up and im weird as hell. Im my own person im not fake at all. I don’t think there is a reason to be fake because I don’t care if someone hates my guts. Im not a good little girl like I used to be. i’ve lost some of my friends because they know how I am sexually and they think its weird but oh well. I drink and I like to, I’ve smoked weed once (never again), ive done a lot that im not proud of and but I always end up doing the stuff again and regretting it right after but that’s just life.
I don’t like my most of my friends because they are not like me at all they are to friggin stingy, and they goodie two shoes that are scared to do anything ‘bad’ they don’t know how to have fun and live life with no regrets. I need new friends but im shy at first so its hard for me to put myself out there and find new ones.
To sum it all up I hate myself, my life, and I always have a fake smile. I just want to be happy. And not have to cry EVERY SINGLE DAY. I could write so much more about my suckish life but I don’t feel like it. Kbye.
♥
Quotes by elizabethh0007
Today i wore my hair up to school, i feel extra insecure with it up, i got called ugly 3 times... crying atm.. and pople wonder why im so insecure.
looked in the mirror,
Saw fat,
and cried for an hour.
ihatemyself.
She makes me cry
every single day. then she starts crying because of me
sticking up for myself, and im supposed to care? lolol.
no.
& that boy is perfect in
my
eyes.
♥
He's been trying to get me for 6 months,
and now he has me,
and i couldn't be happier.
♥
He legit ruined me.
He made it so I can
never be happy again with another guy, He makes it feel
like i Only like the guys i like now to get over him. He
makes me feel like I have no reason to live. He makes me
feel worthless and ugly. Im so stupid for falling for a guy
like him so hard, things with us will never be the same, i
know that but i wish they could be, ive kissed 4 guys since
him and its not the same i dont feel what i felt with him,
I feel like im inlove with him, I see him in the hall my
heart drops it breaks a little bit more, I get tears in my
eyes, they start rolling down my cheek, I always have to
look away, he made me so unhappy, when we were together I
was the happiest girl in the world, I need that real smile
back, this one isn’t cutting it, I let every good guy
i get now go because Im head over heels for this a** hole
that doesn’t give a sh*t about me, inlove with a guy
that is trying to get with all my best friends, inlove with
a guy that will never love me again, Im inlove, and wont
fall out of it. But I need to.
♥
And
I just did it again...
I hope I don't get caught this
time...