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How's it going today,
Raina?
Why don't I just kill myself already, that's
the real question.
Chapter One
The day that
I attempted to commit suicide started off like any other.
I woke up at seven o'clock sharp , leaving for school
thirty minutes later.
But, not before checking on my mother, who was
laying in bed and would stay that way for the rest of the
day, like always.
My brother, I also noticed, had already left to mingle
with his football friends and cheerleaders.
That meant that he had took the car, leaving me to walk.
Not that I minded, but it was as if he had forgotten about
his own sister, who
just so happened to need to get to school , too.
When I came to school, the first thing my eyes landed upon,
as always, was them.
They were all either laughing or smiling, continuously
giggling with their new friends.
They were all happy without me as cheerleaders, and that
really stinged.
We had been so close, which left me confused as to what had
gone wrong.
Sighing, I walked along towards the front doors of the
school, feeling their eyes burn a hole
at the back of my head as I passed them.
"Hey girls, look who's arrived!"
I frowned at the sound of that familiar high-pitched voice,
bracing myself for what was coming.
"It's that loser with no friends," the captain
of the cheer squad said with a giggle. Glancing at them
slightly, my eyes watered a bit at the sight of my old
friends laughing along with her.
I sighed, wondering why my life had turned out this
way.
"God, nobody needs her around. Why doesn't she just
kill herself already?"
I froze.
And that, my friends,
is how this story really
begins.