year
after year i let them win,
causing more scars on my tanned skin.
the smile i wear is a disguise,
you can tell just look in my eyes.
my world keeps crashing,
the butterflies i my stomach keep slashing.
under my clothes,
nobody knows.
the red road maps slowly fade,
all my mistakes i'v ever made
soon to grow and fit the place,
but the scars i will never erase.
ellya x