emalie03

Today, I admitted to my problem.
 when puking stopped working,
the laxatives started.
but today, i'm breaking free. 

1. When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do? 
go outside, get some exercise and blare music.
 
2. Does crying really make things better or worse?
it depends, crying can help, but not if that's all you do.

3. Is there anyone you can tell everything too?
yes, sheffer, watson, and graff.

4. What calms you down the most?
hugs & long talks with one of my best friends <3

 5. Any kind of music that makes you feel better?
country.

6. Are you generally a happy person?
I try to be.

 7. What or who puts the biggest smile on your face?
(:

8. Do you ever over-react on the smallest things?
sometimes, it depends on what it is, and how my day has been.

9. Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety?
yes. a lot.

10. Mad about something?
two faced people.

11. Happy about something?
kind of.

*love side*

1. Currently with someone?
nope, but liking a person or two.

2. Happy about that?
not really.

3. How long now?
huh?

4. Have you married this person or got engaged?
well, this one is the marrying type (; but no.
 

5. Like to cuddle?
who doesn't?

6. Do you like sensitivity? 
yes, but you can't be totally mushy.

7. Still in love?
i don't even know.

8. Does looks really matter?
nothing specific, but they do to some degree. just being honest.

*Friendly side*

1. Have besties in your life?
obviously.

2. Who are they?
sheffer, watson, candassssss, graff, jacob.

3. Do you see them a lot?
yes!

6. Do you get along with everyone?
usually.

7. Are you too nice of a person towards people?
always. /:

8. Would you give anything to someone in need of help?
yessss. i'm a sucker.

9. Would you consider ever getting a tattoo of your bff on you?
hahaha, maybe her name.

10. Know anyone two-faced?
ugh.

*Physical Side*

1. Are you a lover or fighter?
Lover. <333

2. Ever been in a fist-fight?
no, but i've play wrestled.

4. Are you more to verbally fight or physically fight?
verbally.

5. Do you consider yourself in shape?
nope.

6. What features do you wish to change?
NOSEEEE. and body shape.

7. Ever have anything from your body removed?
tonsils.

*your weird side*

1. Ever wonder what was on the "other side"?
huh?

2. Believe there is a heaven?
yes. <3

3. Seen UFO’S latley?
nope

4. Wander if animals can talk?
my dog can talk. (;

5. What about the lockness monster?
lies.

6. Can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark?
yup.

7. Is your doors always locked at night?
yesss, every night.

8. Ever sing in front of the mirror?
hahah, yeah.

9. Name something you do that you normally won’t admit because it is strange?
i dunno, everything about me is awkward/weird.

10. Ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it while you sleep?
no? hahahah.

11. Ever wonder if stars are people we lost?
nopeee.

Secretly ?
i hope you're miserable.

but even more secretly?
i hope you're happy. <3 

Are you happy now?
that she's on the ground. 

##confessions. 
when i see sad quotes on witty,
about girls who don't think they're good enough,
or who are heartbroken,
or just want to give up?
make a special effort to comment on their page telling them they're beautiful.
i feel like it's our job to as witty sisters.

one heartbreak; two eyes crying; three words never said again; four hands that won't be held; five mornings you'll pass in the hall; six love notes, ripped and torn; seven days a week you'll think of him; eight sad songs a night before bed; nine wishes that never came true; ten years before he realizes you were the one.

You let me down again.
i give you chance after chance. i've never done anything short of giving you my all. i give and give and give. i love you. and i put forth effort. i make an effort to talk to you. to call you. to check on you. tell you good morning and goodnight. anything you want from me, you get. all i have even asked was for you to come see me. just a little bit of your time. and if you can't give me that much? then why should i keep trying? i won't keep holding on to nothing. it's time to let go. 

It always makes my day
when i hear tswift on the radio. <3 

Reasons I Can't Sleep. 
too hot.
too cold.
thinking about you.
thinking about how early i have to wake up. 
lost my phone in the covers.
thinking about you.
get a text message.
forgot to do my homework.
thinking about you.
my favorite song is on.
i can't get comfortable.
thinking about you.
6:00 - time to wake up. 
still thinking about you.