i hate not being able to call you my boyfriend
anymore.
i hate knowing that anyone can have
you.
i hate that
you’re
the only thing that could make me happy right
now.
i hate checking my phone and
not
having a text from you waiting for
me.
i hate the fact that i’m not
yours
anymore.
i hate the fact that i can’t tell
you
i love you
anymore.
i hate the fact that when I see your face i’m going
to
fall apart.
i hate that i
still
care about you and probably always
will.
i hate how you
don’t
feel the same way.
i hate this.