I don't even
remember
why I'm
always
sad anymore.....
I think
I forced
myself
to forget
before
I could deal
with it so
now I'm
just.......
stuck.
I'm stuck
in this
mode of
being
here but
not being
present,
of naturally
frowning
for no reason,
of
crying
my eyes
out before
I go to
sleep,
and of
just
wondering
what is
wrong?