emmster

Status: I only put this sweater on to take a selfie lol
Joined: November 5, 2011
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 234358

 
 
Though she be but little, she is fierce
Emelle. History nerd. Little bit in love with Matthew Gray Gubler and the color pink. 

Quotes by emmster

I don't hate you. I hate what I do to you. I hate how I've screwed up your life, but I still want to talk to you. I hate how I want to speak to you. And you don't want to speak to me. I hate how you've finally relaized what a screw up I am and now I've realuzed what I screw up I am. So no, I don't hate you. I hate me.

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I'm sorry.

Telling me I'm 10 times beautiful than I think I am won't help.
When you feel so low. When you feel like you're -100 on the beautiful scale, multiplying it by 10 makes you -1000. It makes you feel like people are just saying that to make you feel better.
Well guess what. It just makes me feel worse.

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"If you really knew me"

1. If you really knew me you'd know I suffer from OCD & Anxiety.
2. If you really knew me you'd know I have no best friend
3. If you really knew me you'd know I'm jealous of my sister
4. If you really knew me you'd know I'm pratically failing every class
5. If you really knew me you'd know I keep secrets.
6. If you really knew me you'd know I can't handle anything.
7. If you really knew me you'd know my crush hates me.
8. If you really knew me you'd know my ex hit me and cheated on me
9. If you really knew me you'd know I hate everything about myself

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So these past 80 days have been a strugle. I try to smile because I know it's what people would want.
The reason I'm telling you this is because of cyberbullying. Any form of bullying is bad but cyberbullying seems to be the worse. Now a days you can hide who you are by signing out of your account or chosing to be anonymous and you can torment someone. I just wanted to ask you all to do me a favor. I don't know if anyone will even bother to read any of this but if you do please do me a favor. Next time you want to cyberbully someone think about it, think about how you would feel. Never tell someone they deserve to die, or they should kill themselves because what if they do? what if that person listens to you and trys to kill themselves they may end up dead or they may end up in a coma. Either way you're taking there life from them. Your words stay with people. & sitcks and stones may break bones and I know we are told words never harm us but they really do. Being called a nasty name even if we say we are fine does effect us.
Please just think about it the next time you are bullying someone, because I've experienced it. And that's the reason I am who I am now. And I hate who I am. I want things to go back the way they were. When my smile wasn't fake. And I didn't want to kill myself.

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