emmster

Status: I only put this sweater on to take a selfie lol
Joined: November 5, 2011
Last Seen: 4 years
user id: 234358

 
 
Though she be but little, she is fierce
Emelle. History nerd. Little bit in love with Matthew Gray Gubler and the color pink. 

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you can change your clothes
change your hairstyle
your friends, cities, continents
but sooner or later your own self will always catch up
always it waits
 i n   t h e   w i n g s.
   — The Cribs, Be Safe

One of those f.ucking awful black days When nothing is pleasing and everything that happens Is an excuse for anger, An outlet for emotions stockpiled, an arsenal, an armor. These are the days when I hate the world; Hate the rich, hate the happy, Hate the complacent, the TV watchers, Beer drinkers, the satisfied ones.

Ideas swirl but don't stick; they appear but then run off like rain on the windshield. One of those rainy day car rides, my head implodes; The atmosphere in this car, a mirror of my skull. Wet, damp, windows dripping and misted with cold. Walls of grey, nothing good on the radio, not a thought in my head.






But my heart isn’t simple or straightforward. It’s a complicated mess of wants and needs…soft, rough, and everything in between, an ever-shifting precipice from which to fall.



 






Why do people need other people so much? Why can’t we just do our work and go home? Why do we have to talk and touch and dream together?



 





Is this just what you do? You start to get involved, get scared when the emotions are too much, and then dream up any excuse you can to run? Or to invite the other person to dump you?



 
I'LL NEVER BE WHAT YOU SEE INSIDE. YOU SAY I'M NOT ALONE, BUT I AM PETRIFIED. YOU SAY THAT YOU


















 
ARE CLOSE, IS CLOSE THE CLOSEST STAR? YOU JUST FEEL TWICE AS FAR, YOU JUST FEEL TWICE AS FAR.


 

 

Won't you stay alive? I'll take you on a ride. 








 




don't paint me black when I used to be golden






Feelings are like blankets, covering you up so you can’t see clearly, or like mazes you can too easily get lost inside. I am terrified of getting lost.



 

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