You will never remember the test you failed, but you will always
remember the person you were on the phone with the night before
when you should have been studying.
You grow up so fast in high school. It's
not something you wait for, it just kind of happens. One day
you'll look back and be proud of who you've become, while
at the same time, miss who you were.
You make yourself strong because it's expected of you. You become
confident because someone beside you is unsure. You turn into the
person others need you to be.
Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw,
I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm
scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my
whole life the way I feel when I'm with
you.
You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy.
And the only thing in focus is you
and that person. And you realize that that person is the only
person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life.
And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you
want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so
scared that it will go away all at the same time.
The worst thing is caring about someone, wondering how
they are and what they're up to when the truth is,
they've stopped wondering about you a long time
ago.