Your
first love isn't
always the first person
you kiss, or the first person you date. Your
first love is the first person
you will always
compare everyone to.
The person you will
never truely get over,
even when you've
convinced yourself
you've moved on.
I've been dating this guy
for
a year and a half. On December 24
we would of been engaged a year.
Last night he broke up with me.
i dont know why! last night
i also picked up my razor and cut
22 times, I havent cut in over 2 years.
I am so numb.
i wish i wasnt even alive.