evergreenforest

becoming emotionally attached to the rock you have been kicking along the street for ages.

dear daddy,
 
doesnt feel like a year,
nothings been the same since you’ve been gone.
everyday it gets easier and harder to live without you. easier because im getting used to it,but harder because every day,its just 1 more day with out you. i still catch my self running home from school,needing to tell you something, and stopping when i realise youre not here anymore. its the littlest things that i miss the most, like taking the dog for longs walks or when you’d ask me about boys. i still beat myself up when i think about the little arguments we used to have over nothing, because eventhough i was mad, you were still here with me. the first few days were the hardest,it was like everything reminded me of you. it hurt so much, but everyone was really supportive. so many people came to your funeral, it made me realise how much of an impact you’ve made on so many peoples lives.. they say everything happens for a reason, and i believe that is true. it isn’t clear to me right now but one day i will find out the reason that you were taken away from me. you are my hero,youre my inspiration and the most amazing person i have ever known. you raised me, and you provided for me and you never,ever gave up on me. i miss you more than i can explain.
i will make you proud one day,daddy,i promise.
 
I love you, rest in paradise.
 
 

Me –“is that a guy or girl?”
Friend-“i dunno... ask them their name”
 
Me-“hey,what’s your name?”
Person-“Alex.”
Me-“ohh..”

doesn’t feel like a year daddy, i miss you.

she has everything, so why does she need you as well?