I don't say,"Thanks, but no." when someone gives me a compliment
on "how pretty" I am and how I'm "so perfect that everyone can
love me" because I want attention, I say it because that is the
truth. I have no true beauty, or worth, or anything that really
matters to the rest of the world. I am the definition of nothing.
I am a meaningless glob of nothing on this Earth. I have scars on
my wrists, bags under my eyes, and a very self-concious mind. I
hate my body, my thies, my arms, my face, all of it. All of me.
No matter what I do, no one in the world has ever accepted me.
And that's all I want, to be accepted, to be loved.
And that's all I'll ever want.