everythingcrazy

Status: I have three major aspirations in life: love, create, give
Joined: January 5, 2013
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 345202
Location: Stuck in the music :)
Gender: F
Hey guys. I love Keaton Stromberg....nuff said.

Quotes by everythingcrazy

he played with my hair today ;3
Another cut
Another lie
One more slit
And now and I die.
Blood pours out,
But I can't cry.
My life is gone
So say goodbye.
I'm hurting myself,
I'm killing me.
I'm murdering myself,
But only I can see
That what I need most
is comp-an-y.
Not the voices in my head,
They're scaring me.
Showing me pictures,
I didn't want to see.
Don't kill me now,
I'll do it in time.
That's the way
No one will find.
I'm hurting myself,
I'm killing me.
I'm falling apart
And I'm killing me.
Dying inside
Why can't they see?
The voices inside,
They're hurting me.
Death is quick,
Death is fast.
Death is easy,
No more pain at last.
I'm falling hard
Like an apple on a tree.
Hitting the ground
and stumble-ing.
Being alone
It's inevitable.
Everyone leaves me.
When can I die?
The scars on my wrists never go away.
They haunt my body
day by day.
I want to leave this world.
The pain of being me is just too much.
Let me die,
Cruel world.
Let my heart stop beating
In a deep, dark slumber.
I'm dying
All alone.
Not like a king,
Upon his throne
More like a broken queen,
Forever alone.
Parent: did you eat the cake last night?
me: pffffft, noo.......why do you ask?
me: stop eating so much food! jesus!
*minutes later*
me: *eats enough to feed twenty other people*
He kept staring at me today.....♥
I don't say,"Thanks, but no." when someone gives me a compliment on "how pretty" I am and how I'm "so perfect that everyone can love me" because I want attention, I say it because that is the truth. I have no true beauty, or worth, or anything that really matters to the rest of the world. I am the definition of nothing. I am a meaningless glob of nothing on this Earth. I have scars on my wrists, bags under my eyes, and a very self-concious mind. I hate my body, my thies, my arms, my face, all of it. All of me. No matter what I do, no one in the world has ever accepted me. And that's all I want, to be accepted, to be loved.
And that's all I'll ever want.
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