fairylights

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Quotes by fairylights


love is painful.
you know everything about
this person,
their favorite song, hobbies,
and what they hate about themselves.
they keep telling you about
the things they hate
but while they're doing that
you're slowly falling in love
with these things and
you want to stop because it hurts
it hurts so much when they say they hate the things
you want them to love themself more than anything
your new goal
is to help them love themself
but it won't work now,
not tomorrow,
or next month, or ever.

(s.b)


 

and all of a sudden
my music became louder
the songs became sadder
and the writing
became more frequent
because those were the olny things
that brought me back
to you. 



 

my mind used to grow like a beautiful
garden but now these late night thoughts
intrude like weeds and they are slowly
killing me faster than they i think they are. i
know that killing myself is the only answer
because roses are so sensitive to weed
killers. i just wish there was a more painful
way to stay alive than planting my garden
in rows on my wrists.


 

There will come a time when all of us are dead. All of us. There will come a time when there are no human beings remaining to remember that any of us existed or that our species ever did anything. There will be no one left to remember Aristole or Cleopatra, let alone you. Everything that we did and built and wrote and thought and discovered will be forgotten and all of this will have been for naught. Maybe that time is coming soon or maybe it is million of years away, but even if we survive the collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever. There was a time before organisms experienced consciousness, and there will be time after. And if the inevitablity of human oblivion worries you, I encourage you to ignore it. God knows that's what everyone else does. 
-John Green, The Fault In Our Stars
 
plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers

 
 

 

 
I see you in the halls sometimes
And thoughts go through my head
Memories flash, I'm taken back
Suddenly I'm filled with dread.
It's not some bad memories, no,
It's really only you
I wonder if you remember
Do you remember like I do?
Those talks we had, times we shared
Was it really just a show?
You were my friend, keyword were,
Tell me, why'd you have to go?
I miss you, dear
You're all I got
I know you're gone and maybe you're glad
Listen, dear, just know I'm not.
I lost a friend, a confidant
My very best and all
Just know I still remember
When I see you in the halls.

 
First Love
Kirsten Lovely
(hellopoetry.com)