fakesmile8

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Joined: July 3, 2012
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I am a teenage girl

I spend a little too much time on the internet

I draw on myself

I laugh at the mirror

take too many stupid pictues

get way too slap happy

trust people who let me down

I laugh at stupid sh/t

eat way too much than I'm supposed to

text more than I should



oh I'm just a stupid girl.

 

Quotes by fakesmile8

I'll draw you a picture.
I'll draw it with a twist.
I'll draw it with a razor.
I'll draw it on my wrist.
If I do it correctly, a red
fountain will appear, to
take away my pain and
wash away my fear.
happy at school then coming home and your true self comes out...
People dont know that i still cut...and i know im hurting everyone around me. I wish i could stop but its my only way out. I wish i could stop, but i cant.
I'll be with him tonight and everything will go perfectly...then when Monday comes i will be ignored and playing back the times when it was pefect.
I wish i was happy.
I wish i didnt cut.
I wish i was skinny.
I wish my mom didnt cheat.
I wish someone would understand.
I wish i would have a real smile.
I wish i felt loved.
I wish alot....
Not being able to  say how you really feel and writing it out thousands of times but deleting it all in the end...
Nobody gets that i actually

like him. That he makes me

get nervous and i actually

get butterflies and weak

knees. Nobody gets that

when he smiles at me i die a

little inside. My "friends"

dont get that flirting with

him kills me. Nobody gets

me. The thing that does is the

blade to my skin every night.


You  kind  of  make  me get  butterflies <3.
.




Just a few


more slits


to end the pain.

 

 

slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
slit
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slit
slit
20 cuts later, the pain is still there and your still talking about me when you have no idea that your words "CUT DEEP"...