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a              ello stranger,welcome to hell. i'm aliina,i come from finland and ireland but live in u.k. i've never had a boyfriend.ever.  tho i've been asked out. i declined. i was only 11 what do you excpect?  i live for music! i listen to every genre of music known to mankind.  especially screamo,punk and hip hop. weird selection,i know. i was born in london. i got a dog called snuffles and a cat called kaisa. my friends and family mean the world to me <3. i'm also vegetarian and idk if i beleive in god or not. byeee! thanks for reading my garbage! follow for a follow <3 oh and i love color!

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*long but worth reading*
So tomorrow my 12 year old sister is going to protest against animal testing by ringing up mars and this is what she is going to say;

"Hey my name's _____ and I'm calling to tell you that I am refusing to buy any of you're products,as they disgust me. How dare you do such things to a living creatures,they can feel pain too and just because they can't tell you their opinion doesn't mean it doesn't matter. You are sick, ill minded people with no care in the world but to make money and become rich and famous. How would you like it? Just because you're more clever then them doesn't mean you have the right to do such things. In my opinion, they are extremely brave creatures who deserve so much better." - my sister wrote this today and she's been practising all day long. I wish I was as brave as her, and I wish her the best of luck. <3
today on the school bus..

popular girl: *sits next to me*
popular girl: why don't you ever talk?
me:*shrugs shoulders*
popular girl: haha lol you're not even talking now!
other girl: omg what is her problem? 
Me: I've got anxiety so I don't like to talk much...
popular girl: OMG you actually talked! ROFLMAO! Who the hell are you and why am I sitting next to you anyway? *turns to other girl* who is she?
other girl: some creepy anxiety kid lol.
other girl: come on let's see if there's any seats upstairs,this kid I's creepy as fxxk.
popular girl: yeah she's scary,the way she just sits there. Lol I bet she cuts. IM leaving now, don't wanna get contagious with anxiety!
both: ROFLMAO!
*both leave* 
me in school: *locks myself in toilet and crys*


Me: Hey
teachers:...
guys:....
girls:.....
parents:....
aliens:....
cats:....
world:....
unicorn:....
waffle:....
Everyone: someone prod that thing with a stick to make sure it doesn't bite.

mq feel free to make it pretty but leave credit :)

Autumn/winter Excpectation:
-warm nitted sweaters
-sitting at home next to the fire
-hot coco
-snuggling up together friends/family and watching films
-snug coats,hats,scarfs,gloves
-SNOOOW!!
-snow angels

Reality:
-Ouch this sweater is itchy *Scratch scratch* (sweaters)
- Holy friggen shiz the fire Is too hot...Ouch a spark went on my leg! (fire)
-SHIZ SHIZ SHIZ I BURNT MY TOUNGE ARGHHH (hot coco)
-"MOVE OVER!" "Guys shut up I cant hear the film!" (movie nights)
-eeeew I look fat/eew this hat will mess up my hair (coats,hats etc)
- IM.FREAKING.COLD/ Wtf my snowman looks.....demented. ew its head is all lumpy. (snow)
-hehe ima make a snow angel *Lies down* SHIZ SHIZ SHIZ COLD COLD COLD (snow angels)

 
Cookiedoughformats                  MQ/NMF
IF I WAS A PRINCESS I'D BE MULAN :)
Cinderella:
[] One of your parents is dead
[xxx] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
X[] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[x] Your mom is really strict
[x] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[x] You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
X[] You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before
[] You have blonde hair
TOTAL:7
Belle:
[You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
X[] You’ve been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
X[] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[] One of your family members is a bit weird
[] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[] You love to take care of people in need
[] You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty (girls)
X[] You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out
TOTAL: 6
Jasmine:
[] Your dad is very rich/important
[x] You are very clever
[] You’ve been with someone way different from you
[x] You’re unique and different from everyone else
X[] You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[] You don’t have a lot of friends
X[] You’re independent
[] You are wealthy
[xYour parents try to control your life
TOTAL:5
Ariel
[x] Your parents expect a lot from you
[X] You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[x]You’re a bit of a trouble maker
You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2
[] You have a lot of sisters (3 or more)
[x] You collect something
X[]You have/had long, hair
[You have/had a pet fish
[x] You’re extremely curious
[ You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible
TOTAL:6
Snow White:
[] You know that you’re beautiful
[] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] You’ve almost been killed
X[] You have at least seven good friends
[x] You’ve had food poisoning(omg I got it right now :P)
[x] You have/had short hair
X[] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[x] You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in
TOTAL: 8
Mulan:
[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[x] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x]You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
[x] You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[x] You have/had considered running away from home
[x] Your parents try to plan your life out
[x] a lot of your friends are boys
[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 9
Aurora
X[] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
X[] You almost died at a very young age
X[] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[x]You have a decent singing voice
[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[x] You spend most of your time outside [try to]
[] You’re adopted
[] You’re very romantic
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors
TOTAL: 7
Pocahontas
[x] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[x] You are more spiritual than religious
[] You’ve been in an interracial relationship
[x] One of your family members is dead (mum, dad, sister, brother, grandma, grandpa)
[x] Your parents are very protective of you
[x] Someone you know has been in war
X[]You love nature
[] You have/had black hair
[x] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[x] You’re very adventurous
TOTAL:  8
Repost as "If I were a princess I'd be .." (full in blank with one you have highest total in)
 
APPEARANCE:
X[] I am shorter than 5'4". (5'9")
X[] I have many scars.
X[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I wear glasses sometimes.
[x] I would probably get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
X[] I have more than 1 piercing.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
 
FAMILY:
 
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
X[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[x] I want to adopt someday.
 
SCHOOL/WORK:
 
[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my school.
 
EMBARRASSMENT:
 
[x] I've fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
 
HEALTH:
 
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[x] I have/had asthma.
 
EXPERIENCES:
 
[] I've gotten lost in my city 
X[] I've seen a shooting star.
X[] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
X[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
X[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been skydiving.
X[] I've gone skinny dipping.
X[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
X[] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've sat on a roof top.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
X[] I've rode in a taxi.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.
 
RELATIONSHIPS:
 
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response.
[x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't.
[x] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.
 
HONESTY:
 
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
X[] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
X[] I've cheated while playing a game.
X[] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.
 
BAD TIMES:
 
I've consumed alcohol
[] I regularly drink.
X[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've slept an entire day, when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've went to bed crying.
 
*long but worth reading*
One of my best friends that I've known for years,on the last month of year 6 decided she wanted to be popular so she completely ignored us and just tagged along with with the popular people. When we moved to seniors, she came back and said she was sorry and stuff so me and my other friends accepted that and we became mates again. Now in her new school,she is the most popular girl and she always moans about how people keep asking her out (isn't that a good thing!?) and has turned all preppy when she used to be tomboy. Today me and my other friends went to the park, she said she wasn't allowed to go but 10 minutes later she was there with a bunch of her boyfriends from her school. We said hi and waved but she ignored us. Then when we walked up to her she ran away. We called her but she didn't answer, even though she was on her phone when we saw her. After that she kept running away from us, obviously because she thought we weren't 'cool' enough to be around her. Now she hates us, wich is clearly her fault,not ours. This time were not giving her a second chance, we don't care if she comes back. Also, she is rejecting everyone who asks her out just because she has s crush on a boy JUST because of his looks.We've only got one thing to say to her... 
 
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I'm sorry, I just need to let it all out, if you're by some miracle reading this then THANK YOU. Firstly, I'm sick of everything, sick of being alive.  I hate how iv'e got no friends in my school. I hate how I never have or never will have a boyfriend. I hate how I know for a fact that no one cares about me,no one want's anything to do with me. Everyone takes one look at me and thinks "ugh she's just a nerd I won't bother". No one can ever be bothered to find out my true personality because of the way I look. I hate my height,flat chest,big forehead,big feet, glasses,freckles and teeth. The only thing good about me is my eyes, but there too close together. I hate how I look year's younger then I really am. I hate everything about myself. I act like I'm happy and I smile through everything, but deep down I'm dying. I put so much effort into trying to be kind and make friends but no one else ever bothers. Everyone says i dress,look and act like an emo and they tease me because of it. im not a fxxking goth or emo, i have nothing against Them but i just wish people would shut the Fxxk up and stop labeling me.I'm sick of everything. Maybe the world would be better off with me being dead.....