falling_for__HIM

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ohhey (:
welcome to my profile, i hope you like my quotes.
i'm 14 years young,  i live in australia & my name isn't important.. 
so yeah, wanna know anything else ? just assssk ♥

UNDER CONSTRUSTION !



Quotes by falling_for__HIM




 

         i never even got to say ;
 

  ›› goodbye.‹‹

 


 

i love you; lauren, lukey, michael, uncle craig, nan & jess. R.I.P




She was my best friend & she always will be..
Even though she's not actually here anymore, part of her always will be. It's been over 2 years since she died. She was only 13, she drowned in a pool. We were inseparable. We did everything together, I trusted her with EVERYTHING. I talk to her all the time.. even though she can't respond, I have an idea of what she'd say. I miss her so much, I wish she was still here. I wish I could hear her voice again. I wish I could hug her again. I always think about how I never got to say goodbye & tell her how much she meant to me. Every night I pray that she's alright, I pray that I won't wake up in the morning so that I can be with her. I miss you more than anything in the world, I love you Lauren.

» you'll never be forgotten

 

 




She was my best friend & she always will be..
Even though she's not actually here anymore, part of her always will be. It's been over 2 years since she died. She was only 13, she drowned in a pool. We were inseparable. We did everything together, I trusted her with EVERYTHING. I talk to her all the time.. even though she can't respond, I have an idea of what she'd say. I miss her so much, I wish she was still here. I wish I could hear her voice again. I wish I could hug her again. I always think about how I never got to say goodbye & tell her how much she meant to me. Every night I pray that she's alright, I pray that I won't wake up in the morning so that I can be with her. I miss you more than anything in the world, I love you Lauren.

» you'll never be forgotten


 

 

dear lauren,

mum suggested i write this letter, she said it would make me feel better. i don't see how because
you can't see it & i won't see your reaction to it, but i don't have anything to lose, so here we are.
it's been two years since you died. everything has changed, yet everything is the same. school is going well. i've made a few more friends. but it's not the same without you, it's not fun anymore. i miss you so much. i keep thinking about how i never got to say goodbye & tell you i love you. i do love you. i hope you know that.. even though i didn't say it much. i'm struggling, lauren. i'm not going to lie. i pretend like i'm okay, i crack jokes, i laugh, but my heart is hurting. i need one of your hugs, i want to hear you laugh again. i keep praying that you're happy, that you're having fun with luke, & of course, you're with dumbledore. it's always a party when he's around. do you miss me ? do you ever think of me ? do you wish you were still here with me ? do you remember the good times we've shared ?
i do. everyday.       { i'll stop writing now. i just wanted to let you know, i love you. }

      - me.

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i'm rude to my mum.
i yell, i scream, i disappoint her..

& i do as much as i can to make her hate me. but what i've never told  
anyone is that; i love my mum very much & the only reason i do all of  
those things is because, i don't want her to miss me when i leave this 
world. nobody but me knows that i'm just doing it; for her own good.

I'm in love with my best guy friend...
i have a boyfriend & he has a girlfriend.

 
        he got me to stop cutting.
what he doesn't know is, i still cut & its because of him, because he's my best friend, i love him, & i can't ever have him.
we've been friends since we were 7.
i talk to him pretty much every day.
he's cute, funny, understanding and just perfect. i don't know if he knows it, but i love him. there are moments where we've said things to each other that made me think he might feel the same way. but i don't know.
i really do love him;
& i just wanna know if he feels the same way.
 ♥
My Best Friend, Died Two Years Ago.
I talk to her,  pretending everyday that she is actually here with me.
Even though she can't respond through voice. I have an idea of what she'd say to me.
I miss her everyday. I feel like committing suicide just to be with her..


if you have ever;
taken a razor to your wrist, comment on this .

if you have ever;
taken months worth of pills at once, comment on this.


if you have ever;
felt a noose tighten around your neck, comment on this.

if you have ever;
gone to sleep & prayed not to wake up, comment on this.

i know exactly how you feel & i want to get to know you.
i'm always here for you if you need advise or someone to talk too