She was my best friend &
she always
will
be..
Even though she's not
actually here anymore, part of her always will be. It's
been over 2 years since she died. She was only 13, she drowned
in a pool. We were inseparable. We did everything together, I
trusted her with EVERYTHING. I talk to her all the time.. even
though she can't respond, I have an idea of what she'd
say. I miss her so much, I wish she was still here. I
wish I could hear her voice again. I wish I
could hug her again. I always think about how I never got to
say goodbye & tell her how much she meant to me. Every
night I pray that she's alright, I pray that I won't
wake up in the morning so that I can be with her. I miss you
more than anything in the world, I love you
Lauren.
» you'll
never be forgotten
♥
She was my best friend &
she always
will
be..
Even though she's not
actually here anymore, part of her always will be. It's
been over 2 years since she died. She was only 13, she drowned
in a pool. We were inseparable. We did everything together, I
trusted her with EVERYTHING. I talk to her all the time.. even
though she can't respond, I have an idea of what she'd
say. I miss her so much, I wish she was still here. I
wish I could hear her voice again. I wish I
could hug her again. I always think about how I never got to
say goodbye & tell her how much she meant to me. Every
night I pray that she's alright, I pray that I won't
wake up in the morning so that I can be with her. I miss you
more than anything in the world, I love you
Lauren.
» you'll
never be forgotten
♥
dear lauren,
mum suggested i write this
letter, she said it would make me feel better. i don't
see how because
you can't see it & i won't see your reaction to
it, but i don't have anything to lose, so here we
are.
it's been two years since you died. everything has
changed, yet everything is the same. school is going well.
i've made a few more friends. but it's
not the same without you, it's not fun anymore. i miss
you so much. i keep thinking about how i never got to say
goodbye & tell you i love you. i do love you. i hope you
know that.. even though i didn't say it much.
i'm
struggling, lauren. i'm not going to lie. i pretend
like i'm okay, i crack jokes, i laugh, but my
heart is hurting. i need one of your hugs, i want to hear you
laugh again. i keep praying that you're happy, that
you're having fun with luke, & of course, you're
with dumbledore. it's always a party when
he's around. do you miss me ? do you ever think of me ?
do you wish you were still here with me ? do you remember the
good times we've shared ?
i do. everyday. { i'll stop writing now. i
just wanted to let you know, i love you.
}
- me.